Dominant Professor |18+|

Chapter 29

y/n's pov
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"Hey Pansy. Did you save me some food ?" "Of course I did." she handed me a plate full of food. "Thank you." "So how did it went with Draco ? And what did you do to your face ?" She noticed my new bandaids and got worried. "He was drunk but everything is okay between us now. We talked and I am sleeping in his room tonight." "My little girl is growing up too fast." She said and we laughed.

"There is some people you should talk to... you know...about you and the hot teacher." Pansy said in a serious tone. "You're right. I should talk to them now." I said getting up from my bed. "Now ? You must first finish your breakfast young lady !" She smiled. I grabbed a waffle and waved at her making my way out of the dorm.

Nott was sitting on the common room couch with Oliver. "Hi guys !" I shyly said hoping I wasn't interrupting anything. "Hey y/n ! How are you ? Do you need anything?" Nott hugged me. "I'm fine thank you. Just gonna need time and everything will be better as soon as I'm ready to move on." I smiled and sat on the couch. "If you want to talk about anything I'm here for you." "Thank you, Oliver. I actually want to talk to you two about something." "Yes sure. Tell us everything." Oliver said.

"It's about professor Malfoy. You saw us kissed yesterday and I think I owe both of you some explanations...and mostly you, Nott." "No judgement here. Feel free to give us as much details as you want." Nott joked. "I started seeing him at the beginning of the year. When I had extra classes some stuff happened too. As you may know our fathers knew each other so I spent my entire childhood with him. And things got spicy this year. And there was also Tom..." "A love triangle. We love that." Oliver said. "Or should we say a sex triangle?" Nott added and they laughed. Then they saw on my face that I wasn't laughing and understood why. "Shit sorry y/n. I still can't believe Tom betrayed us like that." Nott apologised. "It's alright Nott. It's mostly my fault. I brought him back to life and had sex with him. I was such a fool." "Don't say that. We all make mistakes. And you couldn't control the fire that was burning between you two. It's a normal thing." "Yeah we could feel the sex tension between the two of you from miles away." Oliver joked again and Nott elbowed him. "Sorry." Oliver said still having a smirk on the corner of his mouth.

"Anyway guys, I am happy I told you. Draco and I are officially dating and I won't let Tom spoil that again. The next time I see him I kill him." I got up from the couch making my way to the astronomy tower. I needed some time alone.

It was still early in the morning. The sun was shining bright and the birds were singing. This place is so wonderful. I remembered that time I sat with my dad on the bench and we talked about my mom. I miss him so much. My thoughts wandered through memories of my dad and stopped on the one with Tom killing him. 'The next time I see him, I'll kill him' I reminded myself.

"You wouldn't do that" a voice from behind me echoed in my ears making me flinched. "You asshole !" I shouted. I branded my wand towards him ready to say the unforgivable curse. "Go on, princess. Kill me." he calmly told me. I couldn't speak. I was just so angry that I didn't know what to do. "KILL ME !" he shouted sending me shivers all over my body. I've never been so scared of him before.

An invisible force threw my wand away and then threw me against the nearest wall. My head hit it and was already bleeding. "You little slut. How am I going to make you understand that you must respect me." He grabbed me by the neck making me stand up with my back against the wall I was threw on. "You...you killed my father." I said my eyes all teary. "I already told you I was sorry for that. You're father deserved it." "Deserved it ? Nobody deserves to die ! It doesn't matter how bad you mess things up, you always deserve another chance. But you don't deserve to die. Life is already too short so don't take other's people life. It won't make you live longer." I grabbed his arm to let me go of his embrace and make my way to sit on the bench.

"Those are just words, y/n. Life is way more complicated than that. You want to live ? You have to fight for your life. There is powerful people and weak people. This is just how the world was made. If life was such easy it would be boring to be alive. Don't try to make this world better for everyone. Just try to make this world better for you." he sat next to me.

"Why did you kill my dad ?" I calmly asked him. "He betrayed me." "And didn't you betray me ?" "I did. And I am sorry, y/n. I really am." "It's doesn't matter how much you're sorry. You killed him..." I buried my head in my hands to hide my tears. He tried to hug me but I stood up. "Why did you tell me you loved me and then just vanished?" I asked. He didn't answer.

"Tom ?" "I...I don't know. I honestly have no idea. I've never felt that way. I can't describe how I feel when I'm with you. I feel that strange thing in my stomach and it goes up to my chest every time you touch me. I feel so good and so bad at the same time when you're near me. I desire you so badly and every second you're not with me is a waste of time without seeing you. I won't go away this time. I am standing there. In front of you. And I tell you looking right into your eyes that I love you." I looked at him. I was surprised, angry and preoccupied at the same time. I loved him so much. I know he is a good person but what he last did. It's not forgivable. "You were a good friend, Tom. But I think we must end it here. Everybody wants to kill you, even I. And you know it. So please don't come back here. Just go away and try to be a better person. If not for you then do it for me." I didn't wait for an answer. I just left him up there and went back to the dorms.