Dominant Professor |18+|

Chapter 5

y/n's pov
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It was my father. His eyes were red from crying and he still had a tear going down one of his cheek. Why was he crying? I walked over to him and hugged him. He hugged me back and it made me cry. It's been a long time that my father didn't hug me or just be alone with me. I missed him. He was there but I missed him.

"Why were you crying dad ?" I finally asked. At first he didn't answer but then he went to a bench so he can sat and he said "It's tough to live without your mother. I just feel like I am not a good father for you and that you're maybe not happy with me. I heard you cry this morning and it made me realised I am not spending enough time with you. We have never done something just the two of us and I miss it. I just wish your mother was there. We were so happy together." I saw he didn't want to cry in front of me but he couldn't hold his tears. He was broken and seeing him like this made me feel as broken as him. I didn't answer to what he said. I just sat next to him and put my head on his shoulder with my arms hugging him.

"It's getting late y/n you should go to sleep." he said breaking the sad silence. I didn't want to leave. I was feeling really sad of course but I was also really happy that my father talked to me and that we spent time together. "Yes but so do you." I said kissing him on the cheek. He left me a kiss on the forehead and got up to leave the astronomy tower. I told him I will leave soon but that's not true. I will stay a little longer up here even if it is colder than before.

After not even five minutes I heard footsteps coming to me so I said sarcastically knowing it was my father "I thought you were going to sleep ?" but when I turned my face to the person who was coming it wasn't my father. It was Draco. Why is he coming up here that late ? And why the fuck can't I be on my own for at least one minute.

"What are you doing here ?" I asked him. He didn't answer my question but said "Who do you think was coming ? Your boyfriend ?" "No my father. And I don't have a boyfriend." "Uhm I thought you and Nott were a thing" "Oh...yeah...Nott...He is my boyfriend but I don't really know if I like him that way." Why was I talking to my teacher about my sentimental life ? And why am I talking to him. I have to stay away from him because of the thoughts I had about him. "When you like someone you should tell this person so when you don't like someone you should do the same. He could get hurt if he learn that you lied to him and mostly I don't want you to get hurt by spending your time pretending you like someone you don't." Draco told me while looking straight into my eyes. He is right actually but right now I can't stand him staring at me like that because I can feel thousands of butterflies in my stomach.

Time went fast and Draco and I didn't see it was already the morning. We talked a lot and laughed a lot too. The sun was already high in the sky so it means that we are late for breakfast and by the sound my stomach is making I guess I am hungry. We hurried up to the Great Hall and entered. Everybody was already there eating but fortunately anybody saw us coming together. I didn't want people to think I am having sex with a teacher or something like that.

I sat down at the Slytherin table next to Nott. I thought nobody saw me but Nott, Blaise and Pansy saw me and they were looking at me with questioning eyes. Pansy had a smirk on her face and Blaise was just looking to Nott who asked me "Where were you last night ? And why the fuck were you with the potions teacher ?" "I was at the astronomy tower with my father and I stayed there until now" I said. "So why was your father here on time and you and that fucking teacher were late ?" he raised his voice making everybody looking at us. "Stop fucking yelling okay. Nothing happened. I was with my father who left and then Dra-... Professor Malfoy came and we talked but that's it okay." I raised my voice too and got up to leave the Great Hall. Everybody was still watching me. I just hope they didn't hear what we were saying.

I walked to my dorm with my stomach kept making noises and I threw myself on the bed. I buried my head in my pillow and fell asleep. I was woken up by someone knocking on my door so I opened it and I saw this tall handsome blond guy in front of me...again.

"Did you hear what happened?" I asked shyly. "No I didn't. Don't worry we couldn't hear you." "Yeah maybe but everybody saw me" I threw myself again on the bed. I felt someone sitting next to me and putting his hand on my back. He started to stroke my back with his cold fingers. I felt butterflies in my stomach but the touch of his fingers also gave shivers all over my body which I think he noticed because he stopped and broke the silence :

"I brought you some stuff to eat because I know you were hungry and you didn't eat so I thought that maybe you'll be happy to have something." he gave me a bag with a lot of food of the breakfast that were before on the table of the Great Hall. "Thank you" I smiled and took a waffle from the bag. I didn't want to eat on my own and neither to be the only one to eat so I gave him a green apple from the bag and we ate together.

It was Saturday so we didn't have school. I knew that Nott was at his quidditch practice but he would come back soon and I didn't want to see him at all so I didn't think much and I asked Draco "Can I sleep in your room today please ?" This is when I saw his reaction that I realised what I just said so I told him "It is just because I don't want to see anyone and I don't have anywhere else to go but if you don't want I understand." "No it's okay. You can sleep in my room if you want." "Thank you". I smiled and kissed him on the cheek. What was I thinking? Fortunately he didn't say anything about it. He was just smiling and eating his apple. And bloody hell he is so hot even when he eat a simple apple. Just seeing him bite that apple and licking his lips from the juice made me think about how it could feel to have his tongue licking my whole body.