Description- This story maybe triggering to some severe depressed people, with the mention of cutting, if you're uncomfortable please proceed to the next chapter or a previous chapter.
Genre- Angst
Kirishima's POV
I knocked on my boyfriend, Bakugou's, door. He was supposed to tutor me but he didn't answer. I grabbed the handle to try to open it and it was unlocked so I went in. I saw a terrible sight, Bakugou cutting himself. He must have heard the horrified gasp that left my mouth because he looked at me and saw me there. "K-Kiri" I closed the door and locked it before running up to him. I took the blade out of his hands and looked at his arms. Thankfully none of them were too serious, but still.
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"For how long..?" I asked, tears prickling out of my eyes. "A-a while" he mumbled. "And you never said anything" I finally looked him in the eyes. I was hurt that Katsuki didn't even think about telling me. "I didn't want you to worry about me" he mumbled. "Kat that's my job, I'm supposed to worry about you when you're hurt" I explained. "And you should be able to trust me, you know I will always be there to help you" I continued explaining. Bakugou started crying a lot harder then the tears that dropped before. "I-I-" he couldn't even finished that before being choked up by tears. "It's okay Kat" I said bringing him into a hug. "I got you".
He cried into my shoulder as I held him close, me crying but not as badly as he is. "I-I just felt so bad Kiri" he choked out as I began rocking him. "It's okay Kit Kat" I rubbed his back and pecked his neck. I eventually let go of him and held his hands in mine. "Just breath with me, okay" I explained, us both taking in a deep breath, then letting it go.
After a few breaths we both calmed down...just a little. I looked down at the thin marks. "Let's take care of these". Some of them were bleeding and I didn't want them to get infected or something worse. Bakugou sighed then nodded, I then lead him to the near by bathroom. I sat him down and began looking through to find something.
"Why are you helping me?" He asked. "Two things, one: you're my boyfriend" I listed. "And two: you're not the only one who cuts" I explained, rolling up my sleeve to show much more marks, but them being a bit bigger.
"Why?"
"It's something, really personal that I don't want to talk about right now, we should just get you cleared up" I explained. Bakugou sighed, wanting to find out more, but thankfully he didn't ask anything. I grabbed some stuff and began to work on Bakugou's cuts. Once I finished, Bakugou grabbed the bandages, I thought he was going to put them back, but he didn't. "Can you show me your arms?" He asked. I smiled and revealed them so he can patch them up, to which he did. "Are there more then just the ones on your arms?" I asked.
"No, just the ones"
"Okay" he finished patching me up. I took his hands and held them in mine. "We both have to promise to never hurt ourselves again" I explained. "I promise I won't hurt myself" Bakugou told me.
I promise I won't hurt myself" I smiled and so did he, and we put our foreheads together.
Although my end of the promise didn't last long.
And Bakugou caught me...
I was trying to forget it, but it was no use so I started to harm myself. Using one of the many knives I have, I started slicing. After a while I heard a horrid gasp. I turned to see Bakugou, the one I didn't want to see me like this. He ran up to me and took the knife out of my hand. I started choking out sobs, I felt terrible, I broke a promise with Kat. "I-I'm sorry, Kat" I choked up.
"Eiji, we promised"
"I-I know, I just couldn't-" I couldn't finish my sentence before I started sobbing harder. "It's okay, I got you Eiji" he said, bringing me close to him. "You never told why" he reminded me once I calmed down a bit. "My dad, he wasn't the kindest growing up, especially to me" I explained without getting too drastic for my sake.
"Oh..."
"I'm sorry Eiji" I he rubbed my back as I cried in his shoulder. "Don't think I'm mad Eiji, I'm not" I felt a big heaviness in my chest just go because I thought he was mad but, thank goodness he isn't. "I know you broke our promise, but promise me you'll come tell me when you're feeling like this" he explained to me. I nodded.
"I'll help you take care of these"
"Thanks, I'm sorry"
"It's okay" he cupped my cheek and rubbed away the tears the ran down. "It was hard for me to not to as well" Bakugou mumbled. "But I tried, because I didn't want to see your sad face" I smiled, he was trying really hard not to hurt himself for me to not be sad. "Come on baby" he said, dragging me to the bathroom.
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