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my words are more powerful than me

it scares me how much i can express on a single sheet

pacing back and forth, my mind runs on high speed

the amount of mixed feelings that i could express

i instead inhale the smoke that could end me in seconds

my words used to slur, i always collapsed

if my past me could see me, she'd cry out "please rest"

my wrist no longer hurt, i threw away my easy access

eating is still hard...

i still second guess my chances

it's when it's late at night i see my true reflection 

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