ੈ eyes ‧₊˚ [ shim jake - enhypen ]

6

      i stretch my body and got out of the bed . i walk out of the bedroom queitly not wanting to make a noise when suddenly i hear jake talking . " she's quiet a burden though " i hid somewhere , don't know if he can still see me or not . " how can her friends still stick with her . it's very hard to take care people like her and she's very clingy  " as jake laugh

    my heart dropped when jake said something like that . is he talking about me ?  . i thought we were friends but i guess you are just the same as park rohee . what a bunch of fake friends .

    i tap my folding cane to make him notice me . jake hung up his phone " hey you're awake " he said calmly . " yeah " i said coldly making him confused by my attitude . "im gonna go now i don't want to be late " i walk to his front door as he hold my hand . i slap his hand not wanting him to touch me . " are you okay tiha you seem a bit off "

"yeah im fine "

    i wave my hand to call a taxi since i don't know where is the way to the hospital . i hear car engines infront of me and i sit at the back sit " xxx hospital " and the driver drove off .

   i arrived at the hospital after about 10 minutes ride . i excitedly went into the hospital and ask the nurse to help me find dr. park . she help me find a way and i say thank you to her for helping me . i knock on the door a few times " come in " my dr said

" kim tiha "

" yes doctor " i smile at him

" im sorry but the family of the donor didn't allow us to donate "

   my mouth open about to say something but i close it back . i smile because i know it's always end up this way . " its okay doctor " i went out of the office . my tears fall on my cheek , can't hold it back anymore . it hurts so bad

    cold breeze hit my face when i walk out of the hospital . something cold touch my face as i realize it was a snow . it's snowing but why do i feel not happy about it . i always like snow . why does today have to be like this  .

    i crouch down and cry infront of the hospital with snow pouring heavily , making everyone look at me as if i was crazy . 

    " why are you crying " i hear a familiar voice and the cold snow that's pouring heavily suddenly stop . "  what do you want now huh shim jake aren't you suppose to be at school " i said as i was sobbing making me stutter on my words . " im worried about you so i skip school " jake said

   " i don't remember asking for your help shim jake " i roll my eyes at him making him more confuse why do i act that way . " what's with the attitude . you've been sulking since the morning " jake said to me while i scoffed in disbelief .

    " you know what jake you're stupid and i don't need your help even if im blind i can do it by myself alone  " i walk past him . suddenly jake run towards me and give me something . " here "'its an umbrella . that's why the snow suddenly stop just now . he was holding an umbrella

"wear this too i don't want you to catch cold" he said in monotone and walk away . i look down as my lips quivering due to coldness and holding back my tears .

i went inside my house inhaling the scent of my home . then my doorbell ring . " ugh what now " i walk to my front door and open it . " here's a chicken delivery for you " someone said and i ask him " on whose name is it ?"

"its on shim jake" i sigh as i take the chicken and went inside

i open the box of chicken and when i about to take one, my phone ring . i pick it up but i just stay silent . " hello tiha ? "

" eat the chicken before it gets cold . the chicken might cheer you up a bit if you're having a hard time "

" im sorry i think you don't want to friend with people who is a burden to you so im hanging up " i said slowly and hung up as i hear jake said " wait a minute so you heard what i said this morning ?"

" so you were talking about me behind my back ? "

" oh god tiha . it's not about you . it's about this one girl who can't leave me alone her name is bae seulrin " jake said to me , sigh is all hear on the phone . "what i- im sorry " i pause then continued " for misunderstanding i thought you were talking about me and at the hospital- " i pause again

" why tiha is there something wrong "

" the donor cancel the appointment so there's no eyes for me that is why i was crying " i said sadly

" do you want me to come to your house and talk about it ? "

" its fine just don't hang up and stay with me while i eat the chicken " he laugh at me

" so that is why you're so mad at me at the hospital " i widened my eyes , feeling embarassed at myself because he saw me crying ." so who's this bae seulrin ?" trying to change the topic since im not familiar hearing her name . " she gives me a pick me girl vibe . i don't like her but she keeps on disturbing me " jake talk about her , annoyed just by saying her name

" wow you got a lot of fangirls " i speak slowly , thank god he didn't hear what i said . i look down .

why am i feeling jealous ?

" btw does the chicken taste good ? " jake said

" yeah but it doesn't taste the same not eating with you " i hear him laugh . " i want to call mari " i said to him because she might get worried about me . " wait tiha "

" yeah ?"

" tomorrow is saturday . do you want to hangout with me ? "

" sure where ?"

" i will tell you when i arrive at your house tomorrow "

" finee bye dog shampoo " i hung up as i sigh

he is not that bad afterall . im just the only one who always overthink about everything . as for my eyes , i lose my hope . i think i would never get my sight ever again .