ੈ eyes ‧₊˚ [ shim jake - enhypen ]

10

" i need to see my father " i quickly went out of my house as i was breathing heavily . feeling the urge to punch everyone , my hand turn into a fist as my knuckle turns white . my heart hurt like hell as it form a lump on my throat making it hard for me to breath .

" i will kill him "

" i will make him regret this "

i said as i wave my hand to call the taxi . " here !" i yell because some of the taxi just drive past me . then one of the taxi stop infront of me . " go to xxx prison "

" make it quick i have no time to be late " i said coldly to the driver even he didn't do anything wrong . i feel very angry and furious right now . everything makes me feel angry . thinking about my father makes me feel angry.

" miss tiha you can come in now "

" tiha...." my father said

" why suprise seeing me with eyes now ? "

" you look different tiha "

" don't act like you care about me . there's no need for you to care about . you take away everything i have . this is all your fault he give me his eyes . its your fault that he end up in the hospital because of me . he said that he don't want me to end up in hospital because of him but he is the one who end up in hospital because of me . it all started with you . you're the reason why jake is not here with me . i hate you ! " i shout at him as my face turn red from the anger . my father look at me with tears in his eyes

" im sorry tiha . i regret making you like this . im sorry im sorry " that's all he can say

" sorry can't fix anything . sorry can't bring jake back ! " i look at him straight in the eyes . i saw his tears streaming down his face .he look down not wanting to see my face .

" why are you crying ? you don't deserve to feel hurt right now . why are you feeling guilty now ? when you can just stop being a drunk freak 2 years ago " i said while started to cry ." do you think i didn't miss mom . why are you acting like you're the only one who is hurting . i miss my mom too . " while sobbing

" you're being selfish . i hope you rot in jail forever" i said to him . he is crying as he can't say a word at me . i was about to leave then i stop walking " this is my first and last seeing you " i walk out the door

it's raining right now . i look at the sky , i bit my lips not wanting to cry anymore . but i just can't seem to stop crying . "why are you crying jake ?" i said to my own eyes . my lips is quivering as i thought about my own eyes . it hurt me when knowing who gave me this eyes .

" i don't want it jake"

" i don't want yours!!!" as i hit my eyes

" take it out !"

" take "

"it "

" out "

i fall on the ground as i hit my chest trying to ease the pain .

" why are you crying ?"

i got suprise and i sense a smell of his cologne which seems like a fresh cut grass with a bit of floral scent mix with a smell of rain that is pouring heavily right now . i look up as i saw someone's arm , holding an umbrella above me . trying to protect me from the rain .

" you will catch a cold " i met his beautiful eyes . i stare at his nicely sculpt face with a pointy nose . he looks just like him . he looks just like jake .