ੈ eyes ‧₊˚ [ shim jake - enhypen ]

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     i got discharge today and mari and nara is with me , helping me pack my things " guys do you have a school's photo album ?" i ask them while they look at me weirdly . " why ? " mari ask me while continuing to pack my things in the bag .

" i want to look at jake's picture " as their mouth turn to 'O' shape , forgot that i can see now

"don't you have the album at your house? "

" i have but i forgot where i put it " i laugh as i scratch my nape .

" i will give you the album tomorrow if you can't find it " mari said as i nod at her making them sheepishly smile at me while nara look at me and wiggle her eyebrow at me . " stop that " i throw my shirt at her face making her gag

" its so smelly " she wave her hand infront of her fave to get rid of the dirty smell . as me and mari laugh at her funny behaviour .

at my house

" guys i think i will meet my dad today" i said to my friends as they were putting my stuff in my room . " are you sure you will be okay ? " mari come to me and pat my back . i've never visit him at the prison before and i don't want to talk to him . but today i changed my mind . im gonna visit him .

" damn tiha there's so many letter in your mailbox i think you should read it one by one" nara said to me

after that my friends left as soon as they help me unpack my things . i clean my house a bit since its very dirty and dusty everywhere . even rat can't even stand living here .

then i see myself in the mirror . i look at myself and touch my eyes . " i look different " i smile at myself .its been 2 years since i last saw my own face . of course i feel different .

as i was mesmerized while looking at mirror , from the reflection of my mirror i saw an album that was laying under my bed , untouched . i pick it up and look through it carefully . " i found it " i smile when i see its the school's photo album

i look for jake's picture and when i see him my eyes sparkle

how can someone look this good ? i cant stop looking at him . i want to see him in person but where is he

i sigh

i close the album and walk to my kitchen . then i saw a stack of unopen mail . i decided to read one by one but there's this one mail catch my eyes . its in the color of pink . then i saw jake's name on the mail .i frown as i started to get curious .

i open the mail and there is....

a letter

dear Kim Tiha ,

when you see this letter , it means that you're already got your eyes . im happy that you can see now . but i want to tell you something . remember that i talk to you about my mother ?

actually the one who gives my mom eyes is her first love . they love each other so much and he got into an accident one day . then he fell into coma and he never wake up again . the doctor said that he's brain dead .he said to his family that he want to be a donor to my mom . he said whatever happen to him just let him be my mom's eye donor . when i first saw you i don't know that you're blind so that is why im acting like a brat but when i know that you're blind you remind me of my mom . so i want to take care of you . you are my first love , tiha so i willingly give my eyes to you . i love you tiha . im going far away now . please dont bother to find me . see you again , love

your favourite scent ,

jake

i fall to the ground and tears streaming down my face . is that why he doesn't answer my call ?

i realise i have the photo album and run to my room and look at it back . i walk to my mirror and look into my eyes . " this can't be " as my heart hurt and it is so hard to breath . why does our relationship has to end this way

i look at jake's eye in the album and then look at my eyes . " no no it can't be"

" jake "

" jake!!!" i cry so hard while mention his name .