Please Be HONEST

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So paint my lungs on a blank white page
Cross my arms and mark my grave
Small words, cloven and lifeless
White lies are crawling at your door
You might have seen it all before
You can't expect me to save you.
Maybe I'm the one who's wrong this time
Maybe I'm the one who crossed the line
Strike a match on my conscience
With nothing left to burn
Shut my eyes and leave me blind
With that cold little heartbeat you left behind
All memory cast to the flame
With nothing left to burn..

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It's been 2 month Riku hasn't wake up from his coma.According by doctor, Riku are still fighting for his life.Idolish7 already start their schedule but without Riku.Without Riku are different.Idolish7 can be same like before.

Tenn and his parent are living with Riku.They don't want to leave until Riku wake up from his conscious.Tenn are still doing his job.After he done his schedule,he will come to the hospital and take care of Riku that much.

For the finally,Riku missed his Christmas and new years again.His wish can't be granted again.Mitsuki and Sougo feel so sad toward Riku because the day he wanted is already finish already.Like he say before,he never feel the day with anyone.He rather be alone in the ward than burdening people around him.

So today Tenn can't visit Riku because his schedule was full so Ritsu and Nanase's family will be staying with Riku.

Ritsu enter the room and meet Riku's parent first.

"Ritsu-kun,thanks for coming,sorry if you see to many things here.Tenn will clean it when he come tomorrow."said Nishi.There so many present from his fans included Re:Vale and Trigger present.

"So many present for Riku eh.."said Ritsu while smiling.

"I guess soo..even the doctor and nurse left it here too.So Tenn said let he arrange and clean this room"said Nishi.

"Hahahahahah.. Ofcourse Riku has so many people around him support him that much."said Ritsu.

"Well.. that's fact.My son is really special.."said Nishi.

"Sorry I'm late, here's i buy some lunch..oh Ritsu-chan you here too..you can have lunch together with us here."said Miyou who just back from buying some food.

"Thanks for having me."said Ritsu.

All of them take a seat on the sofa and have their lunch together.Suddenly the door were open.It was Tenn.

"Ahh..Honey,..why you here?you have full schedule today rights?"said Miyou.

"Our schedule being cancelled because of some accident..so I'm free until tomorrow."said Tenn while walking toward his parent and Ritsu.He take a seat next to his father and look at Ritsu.

"Well...i am sorry for say something harsh toward you Ritsu.."said Tenn whoe lowing his head.

"It's fine Tenn,and we still best friend right"said Ritsu.

Tenn give a smile.Miyou giving Tenn a box of lunch."you must be tired for today right..let have some lunch together."said Miyou sweetly as his mother.Tenn smiling again and nodded.Tenn open his lunch box,and it was his favourite food, Omurice.Its remind him the memory of him and Riku.Their mother always cook this when Riku was sad alone in the house while Tenn go to school.He suddenly start to tears and crying.

"Riku shouldn't have through this... I'm the one who should take over his pain..feel it and protect himm.."said Tenn.

Miyou, Nishi and Ritsu look at Tenn.Miyou never see Tenn crying after Riku made promise to Tenn not to cry whenever how serious Riku sick.Miyou start to feel his guilty toward her son again.