𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆~ 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐔𝐌 𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐃

𝓊𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊

**Third person Pov**

*Play song when showed in story*

It had been a week since Lorena had broken down in front of her brother and his friends. She had since blocked her brother's number not being in the mood to feel like some charity case. She also was more focused on getting her ep done. As a matter of fact she was releasing a single off it today. She was so nervous because this was the first thing she was releasing in months.

Since the breakdown that she had she also had not heard from Calum. A part of her heart that was still his was aching from knowing that he most likely didn't care about her any longer. That day when Johnson picked her up she begged him to take her to Calum's house but he knew better than to let her go over there so he took her to the home he shared with Jack Gilinsky and Sammy Wilk. She was more than glad to head over there.

The 3 boys she was going to see were like her brothers; they were always there for her. They had been since they met in 2014 while they were on vine so was Lorena only she was just doing little covers of songs on there much like their friend Shawn. She started talking to them because she went to a couple of Magcon shows to meet them and hang out basically.

There she was in Johnson's room when the other two dummy's went in there to try and cheer her up. The two boys stormed in demanding to know if they needed to beat some ass or not, as bad as she wanted to say yes she knew there was no good reason. The whole incident started because of her, and she knew better than to try and blame him when he did nothing at all.

She told the boys that she was fine and she was just tired at this point. She also had to promise that she would go do something with the boys that next day.

Much like Lorena, calum just tried moving on as well . He started focusing on helping the boys with the album because he had not contributed anything but the song "ghost of you" that was so obviously about Lorena.

And Calum knew that If it weren't for Ashton that night he would have driven to her house to tell her that she was there for her and that he loved and missed her too. But deep down he knew that he shouldn't go see her and hurt her anymore than he already has. He felt so guilty for the call and he wanted nothing more than to go see her and hold her telling her that it was all going to be okay and that they were going to be okay.

The morning after the call he snuck out his own home past Ashton not wanting to be stopped. He went to his car and sat there for a good 30 minutes not knowing if he should go to her apartment or not. Going against what he knew was right he went to her apartment to see her. He knew that he needed to talk to her. A part of him wanted closer and another part of him wanted them to basically kiss and make up. But if he was being truthful he knew that wouldn't be okay for either one of their mental health.

As he drove to her home he got so scared that she would kick him out or tell him that he didn't love him anymore. He thought that maybe she would tell him that it was the alcohol or joint she was smoking that made her think that way. He was thinking the whole way over there he was hoping that what Ashton had told him wasn't true and that she had not moved on yet. He hoped that she was still broken in a sense that she still needed him. And he knew how selfish that was but he didn't care at that moment he just wanted her.

As he reached her apartment building he punched in the password that he knew by heart. He went into the building and went toward the elevator hitting her floor number. As he was in the elevator waiting to get to the floor. Once he got there his hands were sweating by how nervous he was to be there. He was just hoping that she was awake and that she wanted to see him.