𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆~ 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐔𝐌 𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐃

𝐻𝒾𝓂 & 𝐼

Lorena's Pov

I tried my hardest to forget about seeing Calum that night, but seeing one of his four bandmates everyday like I have makes it hard. The boys haven't left me alone; they take turns to come and hang out with me for the day. And I can't say that I hate it. Today I'm pretty sure that it's Lu coming so I have to get ready, because he promised we could go out to the mall or something fun.

It's 11 so I decided that I should start getting ready. Getting ready is the one thing that I always hate to do , but I know that Luke doesn't care about what we look like to go out. I choose to just dress in some sweats and an oversize shirt.

 As soon as I'm done getting dressed I start to make my way downstairs. As I head into the kitchen I start to try and find some bread so I can make some kind of toast. I moved in with Johnson and Sammy recently and I'm still trying to adjust to it. Its mainly the fact that they have more booze than food in the house and the fact that they try to get me to go out every night.

I moved in with them because their lease at the outta pocket house was up and mine was too. Then Gilinsky chose to move in with Gene so I chose to move in with the other boys. Well they kinda forced me to move in because they wanted me to not live alone anymore, and well I don't like living alone anymore either. 

"Good morning sunshine," J yelled as he walked out of his room. "Moringgg" "W7hat's on the agenda for today Lo?" "I'm going shopping with Luke and we might go to the studio. I'm still not too sure." I said while grabbing the toaster out the cabinet. " Okay well we have to go film some podcast episodes so if we aren't home when you get here just lock up if you plan on sleeping." he basically lectures me while coming over to hug me. " Ok dad also, where's Sam? He didn't come home last night did he?" "Nope, he stayed in North Hollywood. I think I'm not sure he just told me she was blonde." And with that we both start busting up. 

 He bid me goodbye again then left me to my lonesome to eat my toast and wait for luke. And spak of the devil I hear a knock at the door. So I rushed up, throwing my plate away and running to the front door.

*Two hour time skip*

"Come on Luke, we can go to the studio right after I promise!!" To catch yall up for the last two hours I've been trying to convince Luke that we should get matching nails but he didn't want us to run late to the studio. But I needed a fill so I knew that one way or another we would go to get them done. "Fine, show me options." he sighed deeply and started driving toward my nail shop.

* An hour later *

"See aren't you glad that we did this, they look so good." "yeah i guess the manicure felt really good." I rolled my eyes as we walked toward his car. I feel good and I guess I'm ready to start writing. I've had this weight on my shoulders since that night with Cal and I know that the only way I could feel better is if I write about it or talk about it .

"Are you sure it's just going to be us like i can't take any surprises today.'' I said I was still unsure about going to his studio because I know that the boys are always over there. "Yes, I told them I was recording today so they shouldn't go. And if anything we can just kick them out of there." I nod my head and close my eyes waiting for our arrival to his home.

As we pull up to his home i feel my chest tighten remembering that the last time i was here was with Calum. That was the day we wrote and recorded our first and only duet, that will now unfortunately never see the light of day. I remember being on cloud nine that day thinking that was all our life was going to look like.