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What makes you Beautiful

Hi welcome to "what makes you beautiful"
This is my favourite chapter I have written, it's about the beginning of the band and  Larry's first kiss , enjoy.
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" I know you know the lyrics to this one " I say As I start singing the intro to "what makes you Beautiful" The  crowd goes crazy, erupting into screams, I look around and see girls with tears streaming down their faces, knowing how much they loved my one direction days .
I wonder to myself how many fans here tonight were here from the beginning! From where It all started for me in one direction.
Why Do I chose to sing This song every concert.
"What Makes you beautiful" was our debut lead single from debut album "up all night"
It's one of our most iconic songs.
I remember after I  heard the song for the first time I was overwhelmed because I knew this was the song , the right song, To kick  start our future.
This song  captured something in me,  when we Recorded it in the studio we knew instantly that we wanted this track to be our first single .
" You're insecure don't know what for"
" You're turning heads when you walk through the. Do-o-or"
" Don't need make up to cover up"
" Being the way that you are is enou-ou-ough.
Thousands of images smash my mind like a avalanche , causing me to catch my breath before I start singing again.
" Everyone else in the room can see it"
" Everyone else but you ooh"
" Baby you light up my world like nobody else"
"The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed"
I always get the crowd to sing this back to me , I love hearing how it sounds.
I get the crowd to start clapping their hands " louder I say".
When the instrumental kicks in I dance over to Pauli and our crazy dance beings.
We love this just as much as our fans, it's so much fun , really enjoying ourselves on stage .
The images flood my mind in so many different ways from my one direction days.
I loved my time in one direction , through the good and the bad it shape the person who I am now, And put me on the track to Who I wanted to be.
It was six years of my life that I'll never forget , I have expressed this many times how much I loved my time in the band, it was all new to me in the beginning and I was trying to learn as much as I could , I wanted to soak everything In .
It was so much fun , if I didn't enjoy it ,I wouldn't have done it.
The band change my life and gave me everything.
One of my most cherished memories from  my  time in One Direction  was from  just after we had just formed  as a band , after spending 10 weeks at Boot Camp and the X Factor .
We all stayed  together in my step dads little bungalow , just the 5 of us .
We spent the time , practising and singing and just hanging out , getting to know each other , and goofing around like boys our age should.
I loved the nights the most , we would sit around a fire outside sharing stories about our life, understand more about each other, talking about our future, and what Was ahead of us.
On one of these nights , everyone had headed to bed, leaving me and Lou around the fire, I was feeling really nervous sitting next to him.
Through out the boot Camp we had become very close, we just clicked from the beginning, there was this underlying chemistry , we were So close , when our hands touched I would always catch my Breath as his light touches send shivers through me , it felt like a force pulling us together which we couldn't control.
I felt Lou's hand brush close to mine which cause a explosion of sensations all over my body.
I turned slightly to look at Lou and found him right next to me , his face inches from mine , his lips looked so perfect.
I had Imagine this moment for awhile , I wondered If he was going To kiss me.
My heart begins to beat faster as I feel his breath on me , I see the shadow of his face as he moves in closer , I catch my breath as he leans over and then just like that , our lips meet.
It was the most incredible feeling I had ever Felt ,the flutter in me intensified, his lips felt so soft, silky , gently touching mine.
Lou Breaks away slightly "Is this ok Haz?"he asked.
Our first kiss which was just perfect.
I was so overwhelmed by the feelings in me that I can only nod my head yes .
Lou leans in again , his lips are against mine , it's like softness , it's  a sweetness, What I am feeling  I can't put into words.
A heat rises from my stomach to my chest,  as Lou deepened the kiss, as his hands slowly move around my neck .
I start kissing him back , soft lipped kissing, I am nervous at first but then I just give into the feeling.
I feel Lou's fingers running through my hair, a thing That he does quite often.
I felt a moan hit the back of my throat as he deepened the kiss once again this time gently parting my lips.
Then I just stop thinking , I stop questioning and melt into the intense feelings.
Heat rises from ever inch of my body , I feel on the brink of losing control, I gasps pulling Back .
I lean my head against his , taking a deep breath in and letting it Out .
" I've been wanting to do that for awhile" Lou said, his voice full of emotion.
" Me to" I say giving him a shy grin.
We sit together entwined in each other arms by the fire in silence just enjoying the moment.
His finger are stroking down the side of my body , I get shivers as his hand make its way under my shirt, his fingers dancing across my chest.
" Lou?".
" Yes curly" he said.
" What are we doing?".
" Well I don't know about you but I am just enjoying the moment" He said as his lips find a spot on my neck , sucking gently.
I am so overwhelmed by what I was feeling, I try to hold back a bit but my body and mind Give into this incredible sensation.
After awhile of  loosing ourselves ,we slowly come back surrounded by the gentle light from the fire .
"C ome on Haz, let's go to bed" Lou said , I freeze for a moment not sure I want to take this any further.
Lou could see the uneasiness on my face.
"Haz It's ok love ,we won't take this any further not until your ready" Lou said kissing my cheek, placing his hand in mine and leading me Inside to his room .
When we reach his room he pulls me in and closes the door , my stomach is alight with butterflies, I am feeling excited and nervous at the same time.
I see Lou strip down to his boxers , my breath catches in my throat , his body is beautiful , I am lost in the  Beauty of it.
" Are you going to stand their staring curly or are you going to hop in?" Lou asked pulling the blanket back.
I know my face is bright red , As I lean over to take my clothes off , leaving my shirt and boxers on .
" The shirt to" Lou said grinning at me .
I hesitate at first , I have never shared a bed with anybody , I slowly pull my shirt off and climb into the bed , Lou immediately pulls me straight into his arms.
" It's ok love , we will just cuddle" I feel an Instant relief at these words, I relaxed into his arms letting out a breath that I didn't realise I was holding in.
I am over come with a feelings, this is my new favourite place to be in the world, I feel protect , safe and happy , I snuggle in closer .
" Are you ok love?" Lou asks.
I can only nod my head as I feel myself drifting off to sleep feeling safe in Lou's arms.
This became a regular occurrence, as we both felt the need to be in each other's arms at night .
Once I got asked in a interview " What I would be if I didn't get into music?".
My reply was "A Virgin".
Why because , going on the X Factor Introduce me to music and the life it held, With out this I would have never met Lou, my first real crush, my true love , my first and only Lover .
We are Woken by yelling coming from downstairs.
"Lou, Haz come on , we have to go into town" Niall is yelling.
We make our way down to see Niall jumping around like crazy .
" Come on boys, we are In the paper today, we have to get Going".
" Niall, you know there will be more then one paper" Lou tells him.
" I don't Care , we have to buy The first One" He said so exciting jumping around on his feet.
" Come on then , let's go before Niall burst or Something"Liam teasers.
"Hey, I am excited, it's not Every day we get our photo for the first time as a band in the paper" .
We all head of down the road.
Lou's hand brushes up against mine which creates chills up my body, I look at him , I so just want to pull his hand into mine, but We couldn't, we wanted to keep this between us for a little longer, just him and me enjoying this without any pressure from anyone.
Niall races ahead running into the shop, like a kid in a candy shop.
" I got it, " he scream jumping Up and down cheering.
"Well lad , aren't you lucky, you got the first one" The lady said to Niall laughing at his excitement.
" What's so special about that paper?" she asked.
Niall flicked through it " See this photo, that's us , we are in a band called One direction and this is our first article in a paper" Niall said with a big silly grin on his face.
" Well congratulations to you all" she saids smiling " When you get Famous I will be able to say , I sold you the first paper, with your first photo".
Liam moved over to the counter to paid.
" No it on me, good luck with everything boys , I hope you are a big success" she said
" Thank you, thank you" Niall said heading out of the shop.
" Come on boys we need to go read it".
Liam turned to the owner " thankyou for that, that's so kind of you".
" My pleasure, next Time you are around come in and say Hi".
"We will definitely"Liam responded.
We all head back to the bungalow and gather around the table .
As I sit next to Lou he drags his Chair closer to mine so our knees are touching, One of his hands slowly creeps under The table to rest on my legs, I take a big  Breath in at The sensation .
"You ok Harry?" Liam asked with a funny look on his face, raising his eyebrow's.
"Yep sure Am" I say back , Lou coughs at this hiding Behind his hand with laughter.
We all move in close together looking over The photo and the article.
" Well lads , will  you look at that, our First photo in a newspaper, I must say I  look pretty good" Lou said laughing .
"Shut up Lou , It's not just about you" Niall with a annoyed look on his face.
" Settle down Niall, you know I am only joking" Lou said hitting him on his back.
" This is it boys, this is the beginning" Zayn saids.
We all had a laugh at this .
" Harry, what the fuck is on your neck?" Niall suddenly yells moving over to stand next To me looking at my neck closely .
" It looks like a hickey?" Niall said.
"Christ were Would you get a hickey from" Zayn asked.
I feel my checks blush bright red.
" It's nothing, it must be a bug bite from sitting Outside last night" I say .
"Funny looking bug bite" Zayn chimes in.
I put my Head down and cover my face with embarrassment .
" Hey Haz, it ok?" Lou saids wrapping his arm around me giving me comfort.
" Boys what going on?, do you have something to tell us?".Liam asked with a smirk on his face.
" Haz , is it ok if I tell them?".
" You may as well, they are going to figure it out sooner then later" I mumble from down on the table.
" Well boys , you see, Harry and I have feeling For each other and are Just starting a relationship , we are taking it really slow, we didn't want anyone to know ".
"Well if  you didn't Want anyone to know you shouldn't have left a hickory on his neck for everyone to see" Zayn said.
"I called it " Niall yelled  jumping Around " You owe me 20 pounds Liam".
" Why are you betting on us?" Louis asked with annoyance.
" Well to us it was pretty Damn obvious" Liam said with a grin on his face.
" You guys are always together, connected in some way, we could see it from the start , we were just waiting  for you Two to figure it out"Liam said.
"Come on curly, put your head up"Lou said coaxing me to look up.
I slowly bring my head to find everyone eyes directed at me, I can feel my checks burning, I don't say anything, I just  give them a small smile and move my face into Lous chest .
" Well isn't that cute" Niall said.
" Fuck off Niall" Lous saids running his hand up and down my back.
"All right boys," Zayn said clapping his hands "We have some celebrating to do".
" Yell Yes" we all yell together " we are one direction" .

I smile to myself,  as I sing the last few lines of "what Makes you beautiful" thinking I had so many wonderful memories from my time in with the boys .