Hiding behind Rainbows 🌈

Golden

Welcome to Golden , this is my favourite song on this album, I am so addicted to it, I play it everyday and I will  never get sick of hearing it.
Enjoy more beautiful Larry moments.
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As the car rolls to a stop under the arena I turned to Lou.
" Ready baby, I have to head straight to hair and makeup, then I will head up with you to the vip box before I have to go on stage.
We quickly leave the car and I guide Lou over to the dressing room, Where I am meeting Louise for my hair and makeup.
" Here's my  two favourite rock stars"  Louise said  giving us both a warm welcome hug.
As I sit down I noticed Lou pacing back and fourth in the small room which we are in, I know he is feeling anxious about running into Olivia again.
" Baby stop pacing ,come here".I say holding out my arms.
Lou turns to look at me with tears in his eyes , I get up and gentle pull him into my arms.
" Lou , I have told Olivia not to go near you , everything will be alright ".
" Pinky promise" I hear him say softly.
"Pinky promise" I say lifting my finger up to his, I feel him Immediately relax in my arms.
The door is suddenly pushed open harshly with a Bang , I feel Lou tensed Up in my arms.
" Harry , we need you Ready in 15, You should be dress by now, what the hell are you doing? " Jeff's yells at us storming in.
" Lou you need to get the fuck off him, move it Harry".
The Anger in me is slowly rising and I feel like I am going to explode.
" Fuck off Jeff , You Know I will be ready , I would never  let my fans down, just leave me alone to do it" I lead Lou away with me as I quickly get dressed.
Tonight  I am wearing Emerald green shimmering pants, a black lace shirt , and  Black boots and I  am finishing it off by adding my signature rings and necklace.
I turn to Lou Pressing a gentle kiss to his lips.
" You Look amazing love" He said.
" Harry" we both turn our heads to the bellow from Jeff.
  "It's time to get Into the box , we need you to move now" he yells.
" I'm sorry Lou , I have to go, I will look for you in the vip box baby , And I will be singing to you".
I kiss him and head over to the box which Will take me under to the stage, were I will get onto the platform that will take me up .
I turn quickly to catch A glimpse of Lou as I climb into the box , his eyes Connect with mine , and A feeling of  calming love flows through my body.
Lou is like the oxygen I need to breath, the sun That brings light into my Life, a smile Forms on my lips at this Thought.
" I love you" I mouth to him " I love you more" He answers back .
" Head down Harry , were are ready to roll" .
As I am getting rolled through to the stage I can heard the crowd yelling and screaming, it's deafening.
When I reach my destination I get onto the platform ready for the night to begin.
I hear the start of the message I recorded.
"I want to thank you guys for getting vaccinated or tested to be able to come here tonight,The staff on the entire love on tour team  has done the same and we are all taking the precautions we can to make sure the shows can happen safely.
I know things are a bit different but in order to protect each other I also ask that you do your part by keeping your mask on well in the building and during the show.
I've always found that you can tell the most about a person from their eyes anyway.
Treat people with kindness I love you and I'll see you soon.
I know what's coming next.
Style
Style is the answer to everything
A fresh way to approach a dull or dangerous thing
To do a dull thing with style is preferable to doing a dangerous thing without it
To do a dangerous thing with Styles is what I call art.
I love this first part of the concert, As the platform takes me up I get that feeling, A mixture of excitement yet anxious butterflies in my stomach , I get ready to go out and pick up my guitar to  start playing the opening cords to golden.
Golden was one of my favourite songs to write,  it's the opening track from my fineline album , Golden is about Lou , it celebrates the golden stage of our love,  it's about being in love, when the Energy is overflowing and the sparks are  fly all over the place, I refer to Lou as my Sun who constantly shines brightly over my life.
"Golden, Golden ,Golden".
"As I open my eyes"
"Hold it ,focus, hoping"
"Take me back to the light"
The sight before my eyes is truly amazing, the crowd Energy is bouncing of the walls, I can feel the stage shaking under my feet from the power of the screaming.
I quickly glanced up, trying to fix my eyes on Lou , I can just  make out his shadow standing in the window of the VIP box , he steps up closer to the window when He realises that I am searching for his eyes ,  and  as they connect, warmth spreads through my chest.
"Your so golden"
"You're so golden"
"I'm out of my head"
" and I Know that you're scared"
"Because hearts get broken"
I keep singing,  dancing around and strumming my guitar.
" make some noise" I yell as the Instrumental comes on with golden sang 28 times .
I take a deep breath in as I think about what I am about to do, I let it out then sing
" I'm sorry and He's hoping"
"That one day I can be open"
"Know that You're scared because I'm so open"
The screams raise as they catch onto the lyric change I have just sang.
I am so done with this management that I am going to do whatever it takes to Bring Lou and I out into the open.
"You're so golden"
"you're so golden"
"You're so golden"
"I'm out of my head"
"I know that you're scared"
"Because hearts get broken"
Singing this song every time takes me straight back to the Amalfi coast in Italy were I film the video clip, The scenery , the ocean,  the people , I love everything about Italy, it's a place I could call home.
I remember waking up in our Villa in Italy with the ocean breeze gently blowing  through the window and Lou's finger tips  running up my spine which felt like feathers brushing across my body.
I moan softly and turn to look him in the eyes.
"  Good morning sunshine" I say gently placing my Lips on his , stealing a lingering kiss.
I glance over my lovers beautiful body, I ache for it , I crave for it constantly, like an addictive drug.
Lou and I have been here for a week just enjoying a break away from everything , our days are filled with long walks around the local villages , strolling through Markets, tasting Beautiful fresh produce , visiting historic landmarks , swimming in the crystal clear water, by night we enjoyed beautiful cuisine with The night sky full of beautiful colours like fire, moon light Strolls, enjoy time together with nothing to come between us.
Today is the day I am going to film my video for golden , and this beautiful country is going to be my backdrop to bring it all together.
To keep Lou protected he can't come with me today to the filming , most of the time I am doing a video clip I am usually able to bring Lou with me in Secret but today We will be filming everything outside and it is to risky to have him with me.
I head out to meet my two directors for the video Ben turner and Gabe turner, Ready to get started on what I was hoping , was going be an incredible video clip, how could it not with the beauty I am surrounded by.
Over the next two days they have me running through the streets of Italy surrounded by old buildings, lemon trees and waterfalls, which was absolutely heaven, driving in Vintage cars around Winding roads , Swimming in crystal clear water, driving vintage boats , dancing in my blue suit .
Once again I chose Harry Lambert to create the outfits I was to wear , which included a billowing white shirt with shorts , yellow fisherman hat team with pants.
And my most Favourite outfit of all was the turquoise blue blazer, patterned with pants , my favourite old vans and my necklace which said golden, and the shirt I wore in the early days of one direction when I fell in love with Lou.
I love the way the film clip turned out , it had that summer vibe , happiness and carefree  Spirit I was Hoping to Convey.
That's how Lou makes me feel, He makes my life so happy , being in love with Lou is unlike anything I can describe.
I never realised how close we were, I feel so fortunate to have him in my life, I didn't know how much you could love someone but one thing is for sure, I love Lou more than anything in this lifetime, and I promised him I would stand by his side in every phase of our life, no matter what ,no matter how tough it got I'll always be his and I he will always be mine.
I quickly glance up again with a smile on face , Knowing how much he loves it , as the Chords to golden finish and I begin To strum the first cords to Carolina.