Hiding behind Rainbows 🌈

Its all for show

Welcome to " its all for show" In this chapter we find out the consequences of what happen at the concert the night before, warning !!! Olivia stunt , but we also see how much love Harry and Lou have for each other. Enjoy.
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I wake up to Louis snuggled into my chest, knowing that I am going to have to leave the comfort of his arm soon to go and meet Jeff and see what My punishment is.
Having Lou in my arms is the best feeling in the world, we long so much for these quite moments when it's just me and him, no one can touch us when we are in each Others arms.
I gently move Lou from my arms and move around getting ready .
" Lou , baby I have to go out for a bit" I tell him softly as I brush the hair from his face.
"Hazza" He said still half asleep, god what that sexy sleepy voice does to my body.
I lean over and place a gently kiss onto his lips " I will see you in a bit" I say heading to the door .
"Hazza" I Love You" Lou said "I love You more" I reply.
I make my way over to the elevator which will take me down to the restaurant where I'm meeting Jeff.
When I walk in I see him already waiting at a table , his eyes glaring at me as I make my way over.
" Well let's get down to business" He said before I even get to say a word .
" Here is your list of outing for the week with Olivia" he said as he Shove a piece of paper straight in front of me .
I look down and absolutely cringe, I can't believe what I'm seeing.
" Are you fucking kidding me, this is Ridiculous, I can't believe you are making me do all this shit" I say with a Combination of hurt and anger in my voice.
" What did you expect Harry after what you pulled yesterday, I told you there would be consequences, your lucky I am letting Lou stay after what he did".
"Leave Lou out of this, He only Did what he did because that bitch Had a go at him , you know he is fragile at the moment".
" I don't give a dam about Louis , you just need to do what you are told, you are meeting Olivia in a hour, so I suggest you get organised".
I stand up and walk out of the room not even saying goodbye, I just can't be bothered with Jeff any more, I just have to get this tour over then I can move on with my life.
As I enter our room I see Lou sitting up in bed, He can tell by the look on my face that I am not happy .
" It went that good hey" he said to me with nervous giggle.
I placed The piece of paper in his hand and I  see by the look on his face he is shocked as much as I was.
" Are you serious , you have to have a outing every day with her" Lou said his face clouded with sadness, he brings his hands up to cover his face.
" I don't know if I can do this anymore" He said his voice laced with emotion.
I am quick to pull him into my arms.
" Where nearly there after everything we have gone through, we can't give up now we are so close baby, soon we will be together and live our lives the way we  have always long for".
Lou looks up at me with tears in his eyes , I raise my hand and gently wipe them away.
" It's always you and me baby, no one else matters" I kiss him tenderly.
Lou wraps him arms around me deepening the kiss, his tongue touches mine asking for permission to enter, god the butterflies, I still get them every time we kiss, I can never get enough of my Lou's kisses.
I gently pull back knowing this is going to upset him " Lou , you  know I don't want to but I have to go and meet Olivia".
Lou moves back up the bed with his head down , I hate leaving him like this , it Worries Me so much, his depression has got worse lately everything is taking a told on him and his health.
I grab my maroon jumper which saids " All things must pass" putting in on.
"Hey Lou , what do you reckon about this jumper?".
He laughs back " perfect, can't wait to see what the Larry's make of this one".
" I will be as quick as I can be" I place a gentle kiss on His lips, exiting the room.
As I make my way to where I'm going to meet Olivia I am feeling so angry inside as to what she said to Lou last night, I look at her in disgust , I think she gets the message that I'm not happy with her.
" Harry , love come on , let's get going" she said pulling my hand into hers , closing her fingers around mine.
" Hold my hand properly" she said " people are going to notice".
I totally ignore her request, not closing my fingers over hers Leaving them straight and stiff .
I hear Olivia give a frustrated huff " are you Serious right now?".
"I am serious" I say "if you think you can get away with what you said to Lou last night then you are so wrong, this" , I said pointing between us "we , you and me will never happen" I forcefully pull my hand from hers.
In the next minute I suddenly here yelling .
" Harry, Harry, over here" the paps are yelling at me .
Here we go show time , I say in my head.
Olivia drags my arm and places it around her shoulders " smile Darling" she saids.
I retrieve into my own head thinking about where all this began, How I became to get wrapped up with in insufferable woman.
It all started because Jeff wanted to promote me in every way he could, he knew my popularity held a lot of influence, so he decided to Get me involved in as many things as possible .
I have been receiving movie  scrips to read every since I filmed Dunkirk , but honestly music is my first love , it's my only love besides Lou, sure I loved making Dunkirk, I was incredibly proud of the film, I felt very fortunate to be a part of it but  for me it was one and done.
Jeff had other ideas , he had teamed up with Olivia to create my image into that of a movie star, they Thought they would earn so much more money from me if I made it in This Industry , it was so frustrating as I had never planned on this, This wasn't something I ever really wanted.
The movie scripts started rolling in as soon as Jeffs put out his request . There was only one that caught my eye , it was called " My Policeman" which was based on one my favourite books.
I knew I really Wanted to do this one, when I approached Jeff with it he immediately said no as I would be playing a gay policeman, who has to hide his love for another man by being Married to a woman.
Little did I know that Jeff and Olivia  had joined forces already To make movie called "don't worry darling" Olivia was the director as well having a role it in. 
In The end I negotiated that I would do Olivia's film  as well as date her if they would let me do "my policeman".
After I read the prescription for "don't worry darling" I was a bit unsure , It was a psychological thriller set in the 1950's. , but oh my god it was cringe, I really didn't think this movie was going to have much success once it hit the cinemas , and from the response to the trailer, I think I am right.
Out first outing was to take place at Jeff's wedding,  they had it all  planned out,  I was Instructed to walk holding Olivia's hand, smiling and being happy .
Jeff had paps in place to photograph us , with a article to take place in a well known paper.
The headlines this created was unbelievable.
"Harry Styles calls Olivia Wilde his girlfriend"
" Olivia and Harry wedding Bells"
" Are Harry Styles And Olivia Wilde engaged"
It was unbelievable what came out of pictures of me holding Olivia's hand.
After this it just kept getting worse , Jeff had me going out on outings with Olivia constantly.
We had to act like a happy couple, put on a show of being in love , it was killing me ever time I had to be close to her.
When the toyboy  articles started coming out , I was devastated, not only does all this affect me it also affects Lou in so many ways.
Right from the beginning when management found out Lou and I were a couple, we received strict rules and instructions.
You can't sit together
You Can't stand together
You can't tweet each other's names
You Can't show that your friends
No whispering on stage
No touching
It's so heartbreaking and painful going through this every day when We had such a beautiful loving relationship .
So we had to settle  for hidden touches , special glances, song lyrics that expressed our love for each other.
We desired nothing more than to love openly and we were denied that privilege.
I Drift back to the present , cameras going off all around me , I drag Olivia into a juice bar just to get away from all it all.
As I walk up to the counter I realised the drinks come in green and blue containers , as I placed my order I whispered to the girl "could you make sure that my drink is in a green cup and Olivia is in a blue"
The girl gave me a shy smile and said " I believe in Larry , Larry is real"
I whispered back " it sure is, forever" giving her a wink.
I pay for the drinks and hand Olivia's drink over to her , with a smirk on my face.
We head back outside and continue on with our journey around the city.
Olivia Finally notices her cup " Did you do this deliberately?, you did didn't you , a blue and green cup, really" she said to me annoyed.
" How would I know what containers are used in that shop,  I have never been there before , it's just a coincidence" I say with a big smile on my face.
I couldn't wait to see social media blow up with this one " blue and green" know as blue greeners, I love our Larry supporters.
We Continue walking around with the paps following us , taking photos, Olivia draping herself all over me , I can't wait for this to be over.
After awhile I realise our hour is up , I pull away from Olivia, and start walking in the opposite direction.
" See you tomorrow my love" she saids.
I ignored her and keep on walking, anxious to get back to Lou, I just hope he hasn't been watching social media as the Photos will be all over it.
As I enter the room , My eyes find Lou's instantly, he has a funny Smirk on his face .
"You So didn't do that Haz , green and blue cups really" Lou saids laughing .
" You Should've seen Olivia's face when she realised, it was so funny".
" Social media has Blown up with it ,some of the comments are hilarious" Lou said laughing.
" Now that that's over what are we going to do for the rest of the day?" Lou asked.
It's so hard having a relationship that you have to hide,  you can't be like normal people and go out and enjoy yourself , we miss the simple things like being able to go for walks , go on a picnic, go to the cinemas,  its the day to day normal things that Lou and I miss the most , that is what we are looking forward to the most when we can come out .
" Well baby I have a surprise for you, just let me get change and we can get going" Lou eyes light up with happiness.
"Let's go baby" I say holding out my hand to take his  making our way out of the room, we walk over to the elevator and get inside, I hit the button that will take us to what I have planned.
I pull Lou into my arms place a kiss on his lips, he instantly wraps his arms around my neck pulling me in closer to deepening our kiss, we get so lost in the moment until the ding of the elevator And the doors opening up  to bring us to my surprise.
" Baby , I am going to cover your eyes and walk you out" I say with anticipation of how he is going to react to what I have planned .
We move together out into the main area of the roof , I take my hands away and Heard Lou gasp as he sees what I have done.
" Surprise baby".
I had discovered that this hotel has a roof top garden , so I organise for us to have it all to ourselves with a beautiful lunch set up under the trees.
" WOW Hazza, this is amazing, I can't Believe you've done this, it's so beautiful".
Lou said as he looks around .
The sight before us is truly magnificent , there are fruit trees with lush fruit hanging from them, , there are so many flowers, sunflowers, roses, tulips, jasmine growing over archers, Daisy's in full bloom , and in amongst it all is a table set up  with flowers, candles and incredible picnic ready for us.
" Coming this way Sir" I say escorting Lou over to the table and pulling his chair out for him, as he sits down , I move over to the other chair and sit across from him.
" I can't believe you've gone to all this trouble" He said taking hold of my hand.
" The next few weeks are going to be really hard baby and I just wanted to spend some quiet time with you, away from it all".
We looked at the incredible platter which sits before us on the table, and a bottle of wine chilling close by .
" It's perfect Haz" Lou said reaching over to pick up a strawberry holding it up to my mouth, as I bite into it , the juices run down his hand, Lou pulls his hands backs and licks the juices "delicious" he saids.
We spent the rest of the day , talking , eating, laughing, kissing , so happy in our own roof top Paradise.
"Lou , we are going to have to head back down , We will have to get ready to head over to the stadium soon" I hear Lou let out a sigh.
"Haz, I am not going to go tonight".
" What, you can't not come, Your always there, I need you there" I say my voice laced with concerned .
"I don't want to see Olivia again, I just can't".
" Lou baby , if you don't come then she wins".
I pull Lou up into my arms.
" It's you and me baby , always forever, say it" I put my hands on the side of Lou's face tilting it up to mine, kissing his lips gently.
"Always you and me Haz, always forever".
We head back to the hotel room ready to go to my next show.