true me

Thruth be told

Author's Note:

So guys the song with this chapter is <<<<P!NK THE TRUTH ABOUT LOVE>>>>

Enjoy.... :D :P XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

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Just as the last bell rang my phone vibrates

<Lia don't forget dinner tonight I don't want you to be late>

Err I can't believe I forgot seriously why tonight though,

"guys I need to find Josh, I've got to cancel on our date" I told the girls as we were making out way to the parking lot.

"He should be by Jake's car they usually come in together" Rach answered. While we were walking up to them each step made my heart sink lower and lower.

"hey baby"Liam told Aoife while kissing her, seriously how did I not realise they were together???

"Josh can I talk to you for a moment?"

"Sure" we walked away from the group and I explained that I had to cancel on him,

"we can just meet up after the diner if you want there is a party at some guy's house, want to go to that?", I was thinking hell ya I want to go but I said

"Ya that would be great" and I hugged him, walking back I had a massive smile on my face and Josh's hand was still around me it felt good but I couldn't help to compare it to Jake's and how I didn't feel sparks. Ah well never mind forget about Jake Lia, I scolded myself.

Once home I quickly had a shower and wore the dress Mel laid out for me, it was a pure red the colour of blood it had a V neck and it was just above my knees, this was the only good thing about her she had nice style. My hair was in a fish plait to the side and I wore the ruby diamond and necklace set that used to be my mums, to finish it off red pumps. I kept wondering what will Josh say if he sees me in this dress and especially what will Jake say, I don't know why thoughts of him are polluting my mind I seriously need to stop thinking about him.

"Lia, the Jackson's will be here soon I want you down stairs now!!" The wicked witch called out. Err seriously not in the mood the Jackson's have a daughter the same age as us and she is a major bitch.

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"You can wear all the make up you want sweetheart but at some point you have to face the facts, your just not that pretty" Mel said once I was downstairs,

"we'll aren't you going to say thank you for that dress?" She was pissed ah well

"thank you" I said while rolling my eyes

"ouch!" She slapped me, my eyes were watering and heat was making my whole body shake I had to control my anger but I couldn't she just laughed.

"Oh honey, don't make me mad now control yourself and take this" the potion she started making me take since I was 10 was sweet kind of caramel and honey together, but ridiculously addictive. I had no idea why she made me take it but I remembered all the times I tried to stop the withdrawals symptoms were so bad I was paranoid, I felt too cold or too hot, I had fevers, rashes then the worst is the hallucinations I would see my mother and she would blame me for everything that happened to her. So since then Melinda stays there and uses her powers to force me to drink it if I resist.sighing I reached my hand and held on to the cold glass tears were slowly trickling down my cheeks as I drunk it and felt the all too familiar feeling of being torn in two.

"Aaaagh" I screamed this was the worst pain my head felt like it was being smashed into a billion pieces I was reduced to a messy pile on the floor.