Zayn

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I know this is a tough topic for most, but I need to say this publicly without being judge because my friends are losers and don't give a shit bout 1d or 5sos:/ I'm balling my eyeballs out... I can't keep still, all my disorderly thingies have come back, and I'm a total wreck. I literally look like a car ran me over 3 times. I cried singing the entire Up All Night Album;( btw the photo above is mine, I thought about how everyone was feeling and made it into a picture (if that makes sense)

Zayn, well Zayn is gone... he's going his own direction and it's hard watching him make this choice. But I respect his decisions, some people are already sending both him and perrie hate. don't that's what made him leave in the first place. Zayns a big boy now, no matter how much we want to admit any of the 9 beautiful boys that we live for haven't changed, we all know deep down they have. IM just proud that ZAYN grew in this as did we. After watching ZAYN grow more confident, I followed in his footsteps and look at me now(well u can't see me but..) I'm totally different. Before I would be scared to make these little stories, I would've been afraid I would be judged, and all through my writing history (like 3 years of writing) I've been too scared to publish anything. BUt when ZAYN became more confident in himself, it made me believe that I could overcome my problems and fix them as well. ZAYN is an inspiration to me, to millions and may his memories never be forgotten. 3/25/15

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