Love is crazy ( Carnage x Reader )

In this together. Part 12

You feel as though you are getting stronger the more you fight Toxin. As you get more in sink with Red. You start throwing hands like you have been fighting for years. " Wow I didn't know I could do that. " You smile feeling like you can win this fight after all. Red seems to like the feelings you are giving off. Red makes your hands into the shapes of an axe as you swing at toxin. " Red, I don't want to kill this man. " Red seems upset. " But I'm good at it." She hissed as she turned your hands back from an Axe.

Toxin laughed showing his teeth. " You don't like to kill, but you are with a murderer? You have lost it if you think you can change that mad man. He will kill you as soon as he gets bored with you. "   He runs at you tackling you to the ground. You feel your losing Your link to Red. " (Y/N) What are you doing!?" "I..I can't he is right, what am I doing? I am a nurse I can't take lives. " Toxins claws get closer and closer to her neck as they fight for the killing blow.

" Just give up. and I won't have to kill you to get Carnage off of you. "                                         Toxin gets the upper hand and digs his claws into Red like she was a shirt. Pulling trying to rip her off of you. She screams in pain. You feel it like he is pulling your skin off.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! STOP! STOP! STOP IT HURTS! "You feel like your blood is on fire and pins are digging deeper the more he pulls. Toxin opens his mouth wide and pulls red into his mouth and starts to bite. " (Y/N) Help he is eating me!" You try to move but the pain is to grate. Your eyes start to water from the pain as you start to feel light headed. " Cletus, Red I'm sorry. " You say weak as you pass out.

You feel like you are drifting away as you start to think about your past. You remember feeling Happy and sad, lonely and scared. You think to yourself. " What was it all for if I die here like this? Was it all for nothing? Did I make a difference did I do enough? Did I really save anyone? Or was I just telling myself that because I was a nurse? Could he really change? Could I really change him? Was Toxin right I'm I just being used till he finds a new toy? Why am I with him knowing what kind of man he is? I.... I am to trusting my Family and friends would say."

" (Y/N)... (Y/N) Wake up...please wake up. "  " Red, let me try something. " He whispers in her ear as He holds he body close to him. " (Y/N) I'm here now."

 You wake up in a panic thinking you where still under attack. " Ahhh! Get off of me! " You push him away and fall back onto the floor. looking around you see that toxin is nowhere to be seen.  You look back and see Cletus holding his nose. " You sure punch (Y/N)" He smiles at you taking his had away from his nose.

" Oh No, I'm sorry Cletus I didn't mean to hit you. I thought I was still under attack. "  He looked at you looking you over to make sure you where alright. " I'm sorry I didn't wake up sooner. I woke up and hear you screaming and see Toxin over top of you. I lost it and before I new it I was.... " He looks to the side looking at his bloody claws. " I didn't kill him but I almost did. He got away for now we should find somewhere else to stay."

You say nothing but hug him close and start to feel tears go down your cheek. " I thought I was going to die. " He holds you back laying his head on yours and rubbing your back. " I know, and I'm sorry I am the reason you are in this mess. I would suggest that I leave you be. But seeing as my enemies know your face now. It's best if I stay close to you.. so I guess your stuck with me. " He said in a joking tone to try and make you feel safe.

" Cletus." " Yes?" He said softly. " I don't want you to go. So even if they didn't know my face or name I would still want to be with you. " You look into each others eyes and smile. He kisses your forehead and holds you close. " Get some rest, All find us a place to stay. This time it will be a place with heating and lights. " He said with a chuckle.

" Thank you Cletus goodnight." You fall asleep with a smile on your face. You slept for what must of been hours as teaming up with Red must of drained you of your energy. Cletus Smiles as you fall asleep.

He looks at himself and sees his close and torn and covered in blood from the fight. A feeling he has not felt for the past two months hes been with you. " I missed the smell of someone else's  blood. " Red smiles and runs her head on his cheek. " I know Red, you missed it as well. " He looks around the room and sees all the food was lost in the fight. " Well... I'm sorry but, there is nothing left to eat. " Red looks upset showing her teeth and biting his finger. " Tomorrow all give you all the bloody meat I can find in the store. " She stops biting his finger and goes back into his body.

" Red... hold on for a moment. " She comes out of his shoulder looking annoyed again. " Can you keep watch so I can sleep? " She looks to the side and thinks then nodes. " Thank you, you can sleep after I wake up. " He takes you in his arms to the bedroom and lays you down holding you close. As Carnage takes over his body to be ready if needed. " Goodnight Red. " He falls asleep as the night passes by them.