Bab 32| Falling Spring Day (i)

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Sejak itu Taehyung mula pay really much attention to Hoseok. Hoseok dilayan seolah-olah abangnya yang sebenar.

Setiap malam dia akan meletakkan secawan kopi di dalam bilik Hoseok. Dia tahu Hoseok suka sangat makanan pedas. Until he put spicy chilly into Hoseok's food.

He forgot. Hoseok sick. He cannot eat his favour spicy food anymore.

"Hyeong! Mianhae.. aku tak sengaja.." hati Taehyung menjerit. Dia terpaksa berpura-pura biasa seperti Jungkook dan Jimin even dia tahu wae Hoseok begitu lama di dalam bilik air.

Hoseok termuntah. Perutnya memulas dengan hebat. Rasa berdenyut dan pedih hulu hati terasa seperti dibakar. Hoseok merasa dunianya pusing. Dia rebah ke lantai dan pengsan.

After 40 minutes passes out, Hoseok finally sedar and come out. Taehyung terus memeriksa keadaan Hoseok. He beg forgiveness. Crying while hugging his hyeong. Make their housemate, Jungkook and Jimin wondering how closely their relationship.

Second accident when Hoseok got high fever. Taehyung felt terrified. He really scared if Hoseok will go. Will left him behind. So scared made him got panic attack. He beg sorry. Don't leave. Crying silently while Jungkook called Jimin to coming checking Hoseok's condition.

Jimin followed him. Went to back house yard. Keep asking and worrying why he became so sorrowful. Why Taehyung keep questioning either Jimin will hate him or not, will one day let him go. Continue beg Jimin to make oath that Jimin will keep his promised.

Next other accident, Hoseok condition got worse. He's experience seizures. But nobody pay attention why he got it. Everyone just assumed that Hoseok too shock because of jump scare that made by them.

Taehyung felt like his heart burst to tears. His body stunned. Hoseok's pale face saw by him with full of heartbreak. He want to take care but been ordered to pay the bills. Jimin will take care behalf him.

Taehyung felt hopeless. He cannot see his hyeong in pain anymore. He pick the car key and went to pay the electric bills. Jungkook followed him.

He made a joke with telling an unrelated story. Arranging his words very well. Make all of them believe that he got somewhere and play around. But actually he went to the hospital.

Meeting Hoseok's doctor. Talked about his hyeong condition. How broke his heart when knew that it became more worst than before. Running to other hospital and meet another doctor, just to know how to cure and heal his hyeong.

Everything hopeless. He can't made it. Suffocate. Taehyung cried a lot before came back home. Smile masked his face. Greeting family members and an illusion story began.

Everything were perfectly hidden until it all been discovered by Jungkook. They were totally mad at them.

No reason to be heard, no talk to discuss. Both of them were been driven away like beggars.

Tears and sorrow attached at their heart. They brought their broken heart far away from them. No news, no calling from them. They completely parted away.

He brought his Hoseok hyeong far away. Return to his old house. Resigned from his job, he can took care his hyeong perfectly. Since then, they never mention about their ex siblings. Both of them shut up their mouths and live their lives in solitude. Nobody knew where they were. Their whereabout disappeared.

His Hoseok hyeong became weak, tiredness and cannot do his daily stuff normally anymore. Hoseok needs his help. Changing his clothes, helping he ate even showering him. Everything they do together. They became more comfortable, more steady and more understanding each other.

But, Taehyung did not knew one thing.

Hoseok's agreement.

How that term upside-down their emotions. Their beliefs and their lived.

That night, all the secret been told.

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"Hyeong... Mana hyeong.. Tae tak bongkar janji.. Tae simpan kemas-kemas rahsia kita.."

"Hyeong.. eodi-ya (kat mana)..?"

Taehyung membiarkan air matanya mengalir. Hatinya yang telah lama memendam duka berasa sungguh berat dan siksa.

Dia membuka mata.

Wajah mereka berlima dipandang. Seorang pegawai bomba datang melaporkan.

"Minta maaf. Dukacita saya ucapkan, mayat kawan awak Jung Hoseok telah ditemui."

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"HYEONG! HOSEOK HYEONG!!"

"GEOTJIMAL!! ANIYAA!!!"

Taehyung jatuh melutut di depan gudang terbakar itu. Menjerit dan berteriak.

Mereka menangis. Kesedihan dan kelumpuhan berlingkar dalam diri masing-masing.

Jimin melangkah ke arah Taehyung. Dia memeluk kawannya erat. Cuba menenangkan Taehyung yang sudah bercakap dengan Hoseok dengan sayu.

"H..yeong.. kau tipu.. kau kata sekejap je kau pergi.. kau kata benda ni kau boleh settle dengan mudah.. "

"Semua akan okay ka..kalau aku ikut ca..kap kau.."

Taehyung terus bercakap even air mata dan hingus sudah bercampur.

"Ka..kau kata kalau aku sembunyikan benda ni, kami akan selamat.. ka..kami akan gem..bira.."

"Ta..tapi ka..kau tak bagitau pun yang kau akan jadi galang ganti.. kau pergi tinggalkan kami.."

"K..kau tinggalkan aku hyeong.. AKU TAKUT HYEONG! AKU TAKUT SENGSORANG!!"

"Tae! Aku ada! Aku ada! Kau takkan sengsorang! Kawan kau ni ada!"

Taehyung menangkis kuat tangan Jimin. Muka Jimin dipandang marah.

"Pergi la kau! Kau yang halau kami! Apa kau bagitau kat aku?!"

"Kau tahu Tae, kalau aku tahu dari awal, dah lama aku buang kau dari hidup aku tanpa perlu kau tanya."

Taehyung mengulang ayat Jimin yang pernah dilontarkan kepadanya. Jimin menangis. Dia menekup telinganya.

"Andwae Tae.. mianhae.. mian.."

Heartbroken really stuffed their lives right now.

"Apa yang berlaku Tae? Ceritakan pada kami.."

One sound heard from their back. Sadness and sorrowful mix in his voice.

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