DEAR L

Sensitivity

LISA

"Ah! Mmmm. Yes. Keep doing that, Jen." And now she has given me the freedom to moan her name out.

She's here on top of me, riding and making me crazy seeing her body sways. I could even hear our skin slaps while she's thrusting above intensely fast. Jennie is someone who wants to clasp all the pleasure she wants when we're having sex. So, here she is being so hot while leading our moment.

"I- I'm. Ah!" I just suddenly moved my upper body up and hugged her so tight. I came so good.

And she followed reaching her crest of cum.

She kissed my lips and sucked my tongue while we're both catching our breaths and relaxing our muscles.

"I'll be out tonight with a friend from the US. Meet me around ten in the evening here?" She said while getting off me and wore her robe.

"Yes." I responded.

I honestly I feel a little down. I am a bit bothered of what we have been doing for five months now. I tried to tell her to stop paying me from now on. But she just got mad at me that time and told me that if money won't be involved, there's a possibility that we'll go deeper than just this set up of us having sex.

I feel so anxious because- fuck.

I am starting to fall in love with her.

Who wouldn't if she takes care of me when we're together? Who wouldn't fall in love whenever she gives me a sweet kiss while we're watching a film at her place? Who wouldn't be in love with her when she's this good to me and she makes me feel that she needs me too? She has been showing me signs that she likes me. She takes care of me when I'm sick at my apartment. I don't really have to tell you this, but my heart couldn't stop from beating whenever she looked at me in the eyes and give me her warmest smile. Who wouldn't fall in love with someone you're having a deep conversation with at the balcony every after sex? We talked about life, romance, food, personal experiences, goals, sex and even our greatest fear in life. I think I am really into her when I just realized that I have changed my ways. I quit smoking because she always sneeze whenever she smells me and I just came from a hit. She never told me to stop. I just did. I never went out with other girls since we started this deal. I have been so delicate with sex when it comes to her but I can be whoever she wanted me to be on bed when she's up for something wild. Am I just making up a scene in my head because every time she gives me a hug, I felt how sincere she is?

Or maybe I am just assuming that she likes me too.

I'm preparing for my frequencies to roll over the waves in twenty minutes inside my radio booth when RM came in.

"You're like a ghost you know?" What an approach, R.

"So, when are we going to drink again? You have been busy with your sugarloaf and no time for me huh?" He teased me.

"Can you please just stop using that term? I hate it. I'm sorry. Let's have a drink this weekend if I'm available. You know I just can't easily tell her that I can't come whenever she needs me." I said and he just smiled.

"Can you please introduce me to her? Because I am seeing a different Lisa since the day you two are seeing each other." He said while crossing his legs on the couch.

"I think, I'm- " I couldn't finish my word. He showed me his big eyes.

"Seriously?" He's excited. I nodded.

"But you know it's not going to flourish if ever." I sighed and rubbed my forehead.

"What? Why? You're both single right? And look at you. A lot has changed. You're no longer that asshole Lisa I have known. I think she's really good for you. I am so proud of you. At least, you're no longer fucking around." He proudly said and I just shook my head.