Do You Have Regrets? (Levi x Reader)

Chapter 4: Sunshine, Cadets, and a Punishment

I was awakened per usual by Hange, but this time it wasn't by her awfully loud voice. It was by her heavenly soft lips. I felt soft skin press against my slightly opened lips, as I was just beginning to awaken. I slowly opened my eyes to Hange kneeling over me. Her eyes met mine and I blushed and smiled. "Good morning my dear Y/n" she greeted while smiling at me. My response was to pull her in for another kiss.

As our lips met, I felt my heart explode. I wrapped my arms around her neck and deepened the kiss. One of her hands found its way to my waist, as the other rested on the back of my head. Pale pink lips pressed against one another, until the need for oxygen became too strong. We pulled away panting. I would be lying if I said the look in that women's eyes didn't turn me on. I felt my heartbeat in two places at once, and I craved her touch more than anything.

Before I could pull her in again, I saw her hop off my bed and struggle to leave to the bathroom. I knew she wanted this as much as I did. I couldn't really remember what sex with her was like, but I desperately wanted to feel it again. 'Maybe I'm just horny. It has been a while since I last got... well anything.' I sighed and climbed out of bed. Then I dressed and fixed my hair.

Once we were both ready to start the day, I looked at Hange. I guess she was able to read the look in my eyes because she said, "I know what you want to talk about, and I don't have an answer for you." Hange spoke while still looking intently at me. What I wanted to speak to her about was what we were. When I first met Hange we were friends, then we became romantically involved. It all ended after just a month though. That was around the time Hange started working with a man named Moblit.

He became somewhat of Hange's assistant, though only being in the training corps; she was not worthy of having an assistant. Moblit was just always by Hange's side, helping her with everything. I knew what Hange and I had was mainly for fun and it was my first time being with someone romantically. You see, I'm a very forgettable girl. Neither woman nor man has ever taken a romantic interest in me. Basically Hange and I ended things, things we always kept a secret and didn't discuss. I think shortly after our romantic departure she started to see Moblit.

Of course, all romances in the training corps were kept secret so I have no idea  for sure what happened. I couldn't say what went on between the two in question, but about two months after our "break-up" we started doing the make-out thing, or whatever you want to call it. I honestly don't know how else to describe it. Moblit still worked with Hange and I. We were all friends. The friends with benefits situation continued on and off every few weeks.
Now I didn't know what I wanted.

"Look, I don't have an answer for you either. I just know that whatever we're doing makes me feel good. We can stop if you want, and if I'm being honest, why can't we just be friends who make-out with each other once in a while?" I responded to Hange's statement after thinking of what to say. "Exactly!" Hange shouted, "No commitment; just love, lust, and passion. Are we on the same page?" I smiled and nodded gleefully in agreement.

We then headed out of our room and made our way to breakfast. I was walking to the mess hall with Hange, when I suddenly remembered I hadn't told her about the new family discovery I made last night. Of course- I instantly told her, and I saw her eyes light up with excitement. "WHAT?! OH MY GOODNESS THAT IS SO EXCITING!" Hange screamed as we entered the mess hall.

Thankfully it was still early and not many people were there to hear our excitement. "I KNOW! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!" I excitedly shouted back. Then we broke into a fit of laughter. I loved how we could always match each other's energies. Our quick breakfast was filled with suggestions of what to ask to get to know my new found cousin better. The exciting conversation ended when the clock read 6:30 am. Hange and I put away our dishes and bid each other farewell. I was going to see her later that day, after training with my squad and her expedition to catch some titan subjects for our experiments.