feelings that never confessed

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Recap:sabko pata chal jata hai ki ishqaan ek hogaye hai......
siya:ishita tum tayar ho jao time horaha hai.
           
after all the mess it was 9.ishita went upstairs to get ready.ishaan went outside making an excuse.it was a special day radio program was held at 10. arora family came there.aryan arora is going to be engaged with ishita.rathore family came there.sonu hugged ishki.

sonu:bhabhi i missed you.

ishki:i missed you too sonu.
              
every thing was going perfectly but fate and destiny is decided something else.someone played fm at engagement.it was the programme in which ishaan is rj ik.

ishaan:mein hun apka rj ik.aj ap sun rahi special episode.aj mein kisi ke message ki jawab nahi donga.aj mein apni feelings bataunga jisse mein kahi saalon se daba ke rakha hun.mujhe apne life se ek baat achi tarah se samajh gaya hun ki apni feelings ko denial mein rakhne se dard alawa kuch nahi milta hai.meine apne darr ke wajah se samne kabhi apni feelings ko confess nahi kiya par mein yeh bhul gaya ki usse khona hi mera sabse bada darr.mujhe pata hai ki meine confess karne mein bohot wakt lagaya hai par abhi bhi toda sa wakt hai.sab sahi kehte hai ki koi bhi cheez jab hamare ho toh uska value pata nahi chalta hai par wo apke sath na ho uski value pata chalta hai.phele mujhe tumhare baatein irritate karte the par jabse tum mujhse baat karna band kardiya hai tabse tumhare baatein sunne ke liye tadap raha hun.tumse ladne ke liye tadap raha hun.agar tum mujhse gussa ho daato,maro aur phir do chaar thappad laga do par mujhse dur mat jana mein tumhare bina nahi reh sakta hun.mein toh meri dil ki sare baatein boldiya hai aur desicisoin tumhara hai.chahe tumhara faisla konsa bhi ho mein tumhare sath khada rahunga.all i want to say is i love you.
         
he started singing shayad song.

Shayad kabhi na keh sakoon main tumko

Kahe bina samajh lo tum shayad

Shayad mere khayal mein tum ik din

Milo mujhe kahin pe ghum shaayad

Jo tum na ho.. rahenge hum nahin

Jo tum na ho.. rahenge hum nahin

Na chahiye kuch tum se zyada tum se kam nahin

Jo tum na ho.. toh hum bhi hum nahi

Jo tum na ho.. toh hum bhi hum nahi

Na chahiye kuch tum se zyada tum se kam nahin

Aankhon ko khwaab dena

Khud hi sawaal karke

Khud hi jawaab dena teri taraf se

Bin kaam kaam karna

Jaana kahin ho chaahe

Har baar hi guzarna teri taraf se

Ye koshishein toh hongi kam nahin

Ye koshishein toh hongi kam nahin

Na chahiye kuch tum se zyada tum se kam nahin

Jo tum na ho.. rahenge hum nahin

Jo tum na ho.. toh hum bhi hum nahin

Na chahiye kuch tum se zyada tum se kam nahin

Jo tum na ho..

Jo tum na ho..

Jo tum na ho...

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