feelings that never confessed

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Recap:ishaan bangaya hai karthik ani godfather wo bhi ishqaan ki......

ishki:ishaan pitega mere hath se.

She removes all the decorations.

ahaan [mind voice]:ishaan ne mujhe achi chance diya hai.mein isse waste nahi karunga.ishki ko kese bhi karke manna lunga.ishaan bhi apne chacha pe gaya hai.

ishki:ap hatiye yaha se mujhe jana hai.

      ishki was about to leave ahaan held her hand and sat on knees.

ahaan:i know ishki meine kabhi trust nahi kiya hai.pyar bohot kiya hai but trust toh itusa bhi nahi kiya hai aur sirf pyar karna jaruri nahi life mein trust bhi karna jaruri hai.meine tumhare dil aur trust dono tod diya hai.yaha tak ki mein apne wadah tak nahi nidhaya hai.meine bohot badi galti ki hai aur mein tumse maafi maang raha hun.mujhe pata hai ki mein maafi ke layak nahi hun phir bhi ek try mar rahu hun.ishki meine tumhe hamesha dard aur asu diya hai par ab mein tumhein kushi dene ki koshish karta hun.mein yeh wadah nahi kar sakta hun ki kyuki mein har baar wadah tod dete hun.meri ek galti ki sajah mein 25 saal tak milti.

ishki[mind voice]:mein janti hun avm ap mujhse pyar karte hai aur sab kuch phele jese banana chahte ho par sab kuch phele jese nahi hai.apne mera trust nahi mujhe bhi toda hai.meine last time apne apko bohot mushkil se sambhala hai aur mein iss baar nahi sambhal sakti hun.mujhe itni himmat nahi hai ki mein phirse apni turst aur dil nahi tod saku.sorry avm and i always love you.
             
  she tried hard not to cry and jerked her hands.she was about to leave he pinned her against the wall.

ishki:ye...yeh ap ky...kya kar rahe h....ho
          
ahaan kept his finger on her lips.her heart was beating so fastly.she was feeling him.

ahaan:shh..shh.... aj tum mujhe aise bina jawab diya nahi jasakti ho.please ishki mujhe chod ke mat jao.tumhare bina har ek pal bohot mushkil se kati hai.ab mein tumhare bina nahi reh sakta hun.i am really very very sorry and i always love you ishki.
             
now her self defence was completely broken.she can't see him in the pain.she immediately hugged him tightly.ahaan is so happy and hugged her back.

ishki:i love you too ahaan.
         
Sirf hug kiya hai aur zyada kuch nahi hai.apne chichore vichar apne pass hi rakho. 😉

Precap:investigation of ishant........

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