The Lycan King's Rebel

𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐲-𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐫

-HIM-

I felt this stabbing pain in my chest as I saw her leave the tent in a hurry. Everything about her gave away that she didn't want to do anything with me and this drove me and my lycan crazy. I was just one step away from phasing and going on a killing rampage.

As I watched her go, I again felt this familiar feeling I had felt long before when my mother had abandoned me. It fvcking hurt me then and after that, I had done everything to make sure that no one had the power to make me feel so hurt and miserable but I had fallen into the trap again.

I felt more abandoned and rejected than ever as I saw my mate leave me like this. My blood was spoiling. It was taking me everything to not take my rage out on everyone around me just to feel a little bit better.

Just when I thought that maybe we could be together, she fvcking abandoned me. Although I don't blame her. This had happened before. I should have been more careful with letting people in but that she-wolf, she just seemed to know the direct way to my heart and once she got a hold on it, she broke it like it was nothing.

Nothing hurts more than being told by your mate that they don't want to do anything with you, especially when you're a lycan. It hurts deeper than any kind of rejection and judging by the way she acted, I could tell that she meant each and every word she had said and that proceeded to cut deeper wounds into me.

In the beginning, I wasn't so enthusiastic about our mateship but since the past few days and nights, I had been dreaming and planning about us. I was starting to see us together. I wanted us to be together and I was willing to pay whatever price she demanded for that.

Heck, I was even ready to make her my queen. I wanted her as my queen. I was starting to trust her more and more. Our bond was starting to get stronger and stronger. I thought that we were finally starting to get along. I thought that we were finally starting this mateship but all of that went downhill soon.

Way too soon and now, here I was with a broken heart, reliving my past. She had stirred some emotions inside me which I thought I had buried deep inside me long ago. She was starting to make me feel more and more alive. With her, I had something to look forward to but she snatched all of this away with just a few words.

I was finding it hard to swallow that. I was choking, gasping for air. She left me feeling like a fish out of water.

She taught me yet again that women shouldn't be trusted and that they stay with you only when their selfish needs are met. They leave you the instant you start loving them. This had happened to me already once and I had suffered due to that for years.

I thought I was ready for her but she destroyed me with a snap of her fingers, reminding me yet again how powerful women can really be. This was the sole reason I despised them. I thought she was different but she wasn't. She was just like my mother. The woman I hated the most.

I was now more raged at the gods than ever to give me a mate in the first place and playing such a terrible joke on me. I would have raged a war on them instantly if my plate wasn't already so full of problems but I would get to them one way or the other when I have dealt with the Drakkons and my brother. Until then, I needed to piece my broken heart together and live with it... but all I wanted was to disappear because at the end of the day no one wanted me.

They're depended on me just because I am the King. I am sure no one would give two shits about me if I ever lose that title and this thought haunted me more than ever.

I could have as many women in my harem to please me for a night but in the end, I just want to be needed. Sure, those women need me but only until I am the king but after that, I would be no one to them.

At first, I thought that my mate would need me no matter what but I was proven terribly wrong tonight, and with this my whole world came crashing down on me. She seemed to have carved a part of me out of my body. The same part which sometimes made me feel humane.

What did you do to me, Celeste?

I had dreamed of making her my Queen but in return, she ended up reminding me how unwanted I was but I wasn't done with her yet.

I prepared myself for a nasty confrontation the next day but when I woke up the next day, she was gone along with her army. There was just no hint of her anywhere and this made me bleed even more.

There were so many things that were still unsaid. There were still so many things I wanted her to know but she was gone. Just gone like the wind.

As soon as I reached Thastoia, I tried to contact her but to no avail. I sent her countless letters and whatnot but no reply ever came. At first, I had hopes that even though she wasn't replying, she might be reading them but all my hopes were shattered when the letters started to return, completely unopened.

She couldn't have made me feel shittier and I was starting to hate more her for that. She made me dream of all the things we could be but she left even before I could tell her about them.

'I will make sure we never see each other again.' Her words kept haunting me at nights, making me more restless and miserable than ever but if she thought that I would give up on her so soon then she was soon going to be proven wrong because I was the Lycan King.

My atrocities knew no limits.

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