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fifteen.

fifteen.
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I haven't had contact with Justin for a week. I didn't see him, I didn't text him, nothing. I managed to avoid computer class the whole week but starting a few minutes from now I was going to have to face him. I didn't want to but I can't keep skipping class.

It's just that, now I wasn't sad. I was angry with him. I was angry that he thought it was okay to play with my emotions. If he knew that he was going to take Karen back then he shouldn't have gotten involved with me in the first place. It's not fair that he gets to be happy and I don't. I use to think that it was stupid for a girl to still have interest in a guy who clearly isn't thinking about them. I thought that they should just get over the jackass and find someone better because there are plenty of guys out there that would appreciate them. But that was before I started liking Justin. It's like I'm one of those girls now. It's hard to get over someone you're attracted and just completely forget about them. Especially when you have to see them five days out of the week.

When I walk into the computer room the first thing I do is walk to Mr. Berns' desk. He looks up and smiles.

"Tomlinson. It's good to see you back. Is everything okay?"

"I wanted to know if I can have my seat switched."

"Why?"

"I don't know, it's just really far back and I feel like I'm straining just to see. Plus I feel closed in the corner." I lied.

"Abigail why would you wait until the beginning of April to tell me that?"

I merely shrug.

"Well we won't be doing any board work for a while so I don't think you'll have a problem with that. And you can switch with Justin if you feel closed in."

"So...I can't switch my seat?" I asked.

"I don't think it's neccesary so no." Mr. Berns replies.

I inwardly roll my eyes and reluctantly walk to the back, avoiding any eye contact with Justin. Though I did so, his eyes were on me the whole time.

"Abigial I'm really sorry." Justin whispers. "I didn't get a chance to tell you that because I didn't see you."

I rest my head against the cold wall and sigh. "Please leave me alone Justin. I'm not in the mood to talk to you. Ever."

He continues anyway. "I know what I did was wrong but I didn't expect this to happen."

"Yeah well that makes two of us." I scoff.

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I sat with the gang at lunch today and tried my best to focus on my lunch but honestly, I couldn't. I could feel Justin's eyes on me even though he was all the way across the room. I did everything I could to not let our eyes lock.

"Are you all going to Kylie's party on Friday?" Natalie asks.

Holly frowns. "Party? What for?"

"Her parents are going away again."

Sophie rolls her eyes. "Of course."

Kylie Anderson was probably the wealthiest girl in the senior class. Scratch that. She was the wealthiest girl in the school. Her mother worked for a big time modeling corporation and her dad managed a basketball team in the NBA. Everyone wondered why she even goes to school here. She has everything and she doesn't have to be stuck in this shit town if she didn't want to. But she said that her dad told her it's where their family is from and this was home. He said he didn't want to take that away from her for a Hollywood life.