Sincerely, Tushari.

So There's This Boy...

So there's this boy in my math class. 

Guys, that boy is so damn fine. My gawwd! 

He like a dark caramel color, nice little low cut, tall, but not too tall, he kinda favors Derwin from The Game, but not as built, he just a skinny nigga. Lol, but not too skinny. He favors a basketball player. My gawwd. That's my weakeness. I loveeeee a guy that was built like a basketball player. Skinny, but not too skinny. Just how I like em. Lol. 

We be making eye contact all the time and a part of me wants to talk to him, but another part is like nah. He wouldn't want me. I hate my insecurtites. Plus, I'll tell myself I wanna be in a relationship and then end up breaking up with the person because I just hate relationships lol. I'm confusing.

Like just becuase I'm not the skinniest girl, I sometimes doubt myself. I sometime tell myself that a specific guy wouldn't want me because of my weight. I know I shouldn't think like that,but eh, we all have our insecurtites man. 

I think he is feelin' me a little though. No lies. Or maybe I'm overthinking this shit. Idk, he's always glancing at me, even when I'm paying him no attention. I feel different when I look at him like idk really to explain it but I know myself and when I have a crush on someone it's petty lol. It's like some childhood crush type of shit, but this crush feels like more, like he can actually be something more in the future. Idk, I've never felt like this, I promise. 

Idk, I ain't never gon talk to this nigga so it don't matter. Lmao.

I'll tell ya'll how it goes later onn though. We never know. ;)