Sincerely, Tushari.

Ever Been In Love?

Settle down, settle down, settle down.

Girl It's all over your face, there's someone taking my place.

Guess that's something that I'm dealing with now.

I guess there's nothing I can do now.

 

I see you in the city.

Do they know you're with me.

Oh, you're with me baby.

Girl you're with me baby.

 

Cause baby, close just isn't close enough.

Maybe my passion just ain't enough.

I can feel that you love me. (Oooh)

I can feel that you love me. (Oh)

Baby, baby, I'm not listening.

Maybe I just don't got what you need.

I can feel that you love me no.

I can feel that you love me no more.

-PND - TBH

Have any of you ever been in love? I think I have, but I'm not sure. Hell, it felt like love, smelt like love, looked like love, if I could've tasted it, it may have tasted like some damn love, but I don't think it's love. 

Lemme let ya'll into Shari's love life real quick. 

2011, I moved to GA from New York. I hated it. Like I really hated living there, but eh, what was I gonna do? Shit, my mama would've dragged my ass all the way up to the A if she even thought I wasn't gonna obey her. So I got to GA, and surprisingly, I still hated it. -_-. I hated living there so badly, that I wouldn't even go to school, but that's another story for another day. 

Anywho. I met my next door neighbor and she happen to have a fine ass male son. Chocolate brown smooth skin. Braids. ( At the time I really loved a man with braids. I don't know why. So don't none of ya'll judge me lol.) Tall in height, muscular, but not too muscular, dimples in both cheeks, and a smooth ass New York accent! Lawwd have it's mercy! Girl, my panties was soaked after we he finished spitting that slick game to me in that accent. I loved it!

 Lawwd, it was hate at first sight. I couldn't stand ol boy. I thought he was the most cockiest person God could have put to live next door to me. For people who know me, they know I hate overly confident people or cocky people as many call them. I ain't one to knock nobody's type of personality, but shit, you ain't gotta think yo shit don't stink, cause baybay... it do.

But, me & shawty started talking, what do you know! We end up dating after a month of two. Like we was mad corny. Our date was 12/12/12. I know ya'll remember that day! Everybody wanted to be in a relationship on that day, lol.  Now me being a 15 going on 16 year old growing woman, I saw no wrong in him. He was a liar, cheater, scum ass nigga that I ended up giving up the one thing I promised to give to someone I LOVED. -_-

Let's just say lil baby moved to a different county and started changing on a bitch, like we had been together for a year at this point and I was fed, so I let it go. Now he calling me all day everyday wanting to know was good with us. 

Nigga hit my ass with the "I still got a crush on you." I had to laugh at that and turned around and told em. "Crushes are for children."