Sincerely, Tushari.

Whats Going On..

My ex, my ex, my ex.

Smh.

He was the love of my life at one point in my life.

People, this was no "puppy love." This was love, I don't care if I was young. I loved that guy with my all heart and when you tend to love people that don't deserve your love, it blows up in your face.

So the night I told y'all that he was calling me, we spent all night talking. Like I'm tellin you I didn't go to sleep until three that morning.

In a way, it was...

Refreshing.

Now, don't get the wrong ideas. That ship has sailed and Shari has moved on, but in a way, I can admit that I missed him.

I missed his conversations.

His corny ass jokes.

His accent.

I just missed him.

&

He missed me too.

The thing is, I'm moving on with my life. That chapter is closed and I'm done writing that story, but for him, it's just, idk, it's... Different.

He wants more for me and him.

He wants a baby.

A damn baby.

I can't give him what he wants from me.

I can't & I won't.

I'll always have love for the guy, but a baby and a relationship is just not where it's at.

So he gotta find him a dumb braud that will open her legs and have his baby, cause Tushari Y. Mckenzie ain't goin down that lane. No ma'am, no sir. No Lawwd. 😒