Sincerely, Tushari.

Im Nervous..

I'm scared of adulthood.

I guess because I have no parents anymore.

Mommy gone,

Daddy was never there.

Yeah, I have family, immediate family, but that shit ain't the same.

Every person wants their parents, especially, their mom, but eh, things happens,& life goes on, but that doesn't take the pain away.

Anyways, I'm not ready for adulthood, in a way, I think I was forced into it. That may sound selfish to y'all, but hell, I go from being a high school graduate with a mom to back me up for my first year of college, to having no one.

I don't have that anymore.

So I guess that's why I feel a bit cheated.

I don't know, maybe I'm just being a drama queen. Maybe.