Transmigrated into the worst concubine (BL)

chapter 53

"Father it hurts wuuuuuuu" he said

The blood trail off the table and started dripping off the table the emperor looked at his puffy face without empathy.

"I loved jie I loved you you where my precious children but I had a closer relationship with Han Rui because of his understanding nature while I hated your mother with a passion maybe you thought I discard you or hate whatever it is I don't care I'm tired" the emperor said coldly.

The emperor truly had tiredness written in them empathy kindness and morals those things seems meaningless to the current him now.

"F-father it hurts it hurts"

As the emperor look's at him now he can't see his son but his son's murderer jie was kind child who love everyone thinking about it now a last tear falls down his eyes.

"Are you happy now?"

"I didn't do it I didn't do it please release me it hurts it hurts"

"Then tell who did who killed it and what type of cure did you use to kill my concubine"

"I don't know mother told me to do he said father will always forgive Yingjie"

Yingjie's mind was breaking down from the pain he couldn't hold it anymore the emperor press the stick as Yingjie tears down from the extreme pain.

"Tell me where is the token"

"I don't know mother had someone hid for him then he told Yingjie to keep quiet the man gave mother the strange dust and mother gave it to me saying I should kill all the pregnant concubines, Yingjie wanted to be rid of concubine Han Rui because he was jealous of how close father was to him and not to his mother so Yingjie wanted to be rid of everything that reminded him of the concubine so he killed younger brother" he cried

The emperor was looking at him like he was looking at stranger.

"Continue"

"The concubine was devastated which gave Yingjie a chance to get inside the concubine's heart and he poison the concubine but it wasn't enough and the concubine survived but lost his sight Yingjie was gonna finish him off but mother said to leave him and let him suffer" he confessed.

"This was why I could never love or like your mother he enjoys others suffering dispite how much I hated him I'd never through that feeling I had for him towards you when I first held you in my arms you became something precious to me" the emperor confess.

The emperor reminisce on the first time he held Yingjie in his arms he was so happy having him that he forgot his hate for his mother Yingjie was his first child and he loves him loved playing with him eating reading even with his studies.

The emperor had think of his son so dearly he couldn't stand to see him said or in pain it was the same for the other children but what Yingjie has done now has scared his image of children.

The emperor cannot see children as the same again this was the hardest thing he had to face the biggest betrayal Yingjie chose this path now all they could do is looked at each other in suspense.

Yingjie was in painful he was bleeding he was now reflecting on the things his done his father looked so miserable he didn't want this he just wanted to be a happy family with his father mother and him but now look how it turned out.

'When was the last time I played and had fun' the prince thought

The prince cried not because of of the pain but because of the happiness he took away from both his father and himself who was the true villain here the concubine or him and his mother.

His father once held a banquet 4 years ago where everyone was filled with laughter all except his mother he felt it was unfair to her but who was it that truly being unfair.

"Yingjie you know from now on I cannot see you as the same again nothing will be the same again" the emperor said

Yingjie looked at his father as his vision becomes blurry and soon he fell.