Transmigrated into the worst concubine (BL)

chapter 121

The emperor feels a light slapping against his face, he force opens his eyes to see a strong frown lace across the soft milky cheeks and a pair of familiar red glowing eyes. The little boy then folds his arms strongly.

"Why awre ywou iwn bwed with mwy mommy?"

"Sleeping,"

"Rweally? Who swaid you shwould?"

"Am I not allowed to?"

"No, thwis bwelongs to Xwian ywou cwan't cwome if Xwian hwasn't allwow wit"

The emperor went silent before sitting up, he smiled at him. "Xian may I stay with mommy for a moment"

"Nwo,"

'How cold blooded'

Xian walks over to Na Juan and hugs him, the emperor smiles looking at them. He stoops over kissing the two then walks off the bed, he should get back to his duties. He will be launching an attack on the Wens soon, he will end this for his beloved and children.

The emperor may not ever get his first child and Wen Xia's ashes ever again but it's either the living or the dead. He looks at his concubine who is still sleeping and can only think of how things change. He used to hate him with a passion but now he doesn't know how to let him leave his mind.

If not for his duties as emperor he'd stay here forever, walking to the varenda a soft morning breeze blew through his soft silky white hair as an eerie thought struck him.

Le Huan walks up behind him, "what are you thinking about so deeply?"

"Well, I am thinking of making my love into empress," he smiles happily.

"I don't want it, look at you, you want to subject me to that hell?"

"No, fine I'll listen this time around"

Le Huan sighs, "So what are you going to do?"

"By the end of the week, I'll be confronting the empress. I've gathered much evidence from him selling this empire's resources, this will all be over soon" he informed.

"I see, are you ready?"

"I must be, for many years I've let things play out and get out of control because I couldn't rule my harem. Not wanting to be with him I seek out my duties from others and as a result many suffer and die, so even if it's too late and my regrets outweigh the things I am proud of, I will make a change now." he said looking out in the open area. "But at least there is little to be proud of, if not nothing".

If Le Huan had a say in anything you can't go through life without having regret something even if it's minor, he has regrets but he also has things he is proud of, his accomplishments overshadow his regrets but they are still there.

Le Huan was a famous pharmacist, there is no question he'd go down in history, oftentimes he wished he could go back to the lab and run more experiments on different herbs but sadly he has already passed away in that life.

He can vividly remember the contents of his last moments in that life, but he could remember the sounds of guns and screams. But nothing else to it.

Le Huan pats his shoulder, "just make it back alive, you already make it a point to be a nuisance in our lives, don't throw it away" he said harshly.

The emperor smiles, he then holds Le Huan's hand laying a kiss on his wrist then turns the back of his hand kissing it again. Le Huan puffs with his cheek slightly blushing then pushes the emperor's face away.

"It's too early in the morning to be having such thoughts!" He scolds.

The emperor smirks then holds his hand dragging him closer and uses the other hand to hold his waist tilting him back a little, their faces were inches apart with the emperor wearing a seductive yet devious smile.

"So does that mean I can have it late at night?" He said in a lower tone.

Le Huan bit his bottom lip wanting to curse this insufferable man, but he didn't feel or want to so he only looked away. The emperor lets out a low chuckle bringing him back up, but giving him a passionate kiss before doing so.

Le Huan could only clench on to the fire burning in his chest, it was strange yet he didn't want him to stop.

The emperor slowly pulled apart looking straight into his eyes and said.

"I love you, Na Juan"

Le Huan looks in his eyes for a long while, he wants to say that is not his name. That, his name was Le Huan and the name he calls was but the person who he hates. Le Huan felt bitter about it but he didn't say anything.

After letting go, the emperor held his hand and went back into the mansion where everyone had breakfast together.

Soon after the emperor returns to his duties.

Qiu, who was escorting his master's children to the empress dowager, paused in his steps, looking at the man entering the palace yard with a child in one arm smiling happily. His eyes widened with utter surprise, though the man saw him he didn't say a word and simply looked away.

Qiu's fingers twitch as he looks at the child, who is beautiful. Baiwang looks at the child not daring to look at Qiu anymore because if he doesn't he would start begging at his feet, Qiu had already made his feelings clear and the last solace he could give the love of his life was freedom.

"Papa, that pretty servant is staring" the little one said looking up.

"Really, how nice," Baiwang said, walking into the palace to greet the emperor.

Qiu held his chest as there was a slight ache, he made the right decision. But that didn't mean it wouldn't hurt seeing them, Qiu breathed in and then continued on his path.

Baiwang was now face before the emperor, a stern expression across his face he inhales.

"Yes, I can cover for this much loss"