Obstacles

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I forgot to post excuse me

Warnings:
-(Child) abuse (bad)
-Death threats/knives

Clay's POV

I was crying my eyes out as I got taken to the principal's office. He looked at me as I sat down and shook his head.

'Clay, this is unacceptable. You can't just beat someone up. You're getting suspended for a week and I'll call your dad,' he stated.

'Okay, congrats,' I yelled as I jumped up. 'Bye.'

I didn't listen to anything he had to say and ran away from the school, grabbing my bike. I couldn't go to George so I had to go home and make up an excuse for why I got suspended.

I cycled home and threw my bike in the garden, going in quickly so I could leave upstairs. Not only did I get suspended, I also didn't come home for a whole night which wouldn't help my case.

⚠️ (Child) Abuse (BAD STUFF)
⚠️ Death threats/knives

I was about to sneak up the stairs as my dad walked in, grabbing my shoulders. 'Clay, I'm definitely not done with you. You think you're suffering? I will let you know how it went when I was still in the army, okay?'

I didn't answer and just nodded as he pushed me to the living room.

'When I didn't listen, Clay. THIS HAPPENED,' he screamed. He suddenly lifted a knife from under his shirt and pushed it on my throat. It caused me to gasp and I squeezed my hands out of fear.

My dad grinned, lifted his hand to hit me in my face. He pushed the knife stronger on my throat causing me to hitch my breath.

'I can kill you right now, Clay,' he huffed, putting the knife down on the floor. He wrapped his arms around my neck and started choking me which caused me to gasp for air. He lifted his knee to hit it into my ribs.

I grabbed his arms to fight for air which he smiled at. 'Oh, do you want me to grab the knife again?'

He released his hands from my neck and grabbed the knife, pushing it onto my throat. I was so scared that I started sobbing softly while he clenched his fists again, hitting me in my face over and over.

'YOU BEAT SOMEONE UP SO I CAN DO THE SAME, RIGHT?' he screamed at me, throwing the knife away.

He lifted me up high from the ground and then threw me on the floor which caused me to hitch a breath and feel really short of breath. It felt like my back broke and I couldn't breathe anymore.

He didn't seem to think it was enough at all yet and kicked my chest multiple times, lifting me up again.

'S-stop,' I whispered with tears rolling down my face. 'P-please.'

'Clay, you've disappointed me so much. First of all, you never listen. You can't even do twenty push-ups, you always complain and can't even handle a single hit? You don't even want to know what I went through, Clay. You're a pussy and now you're also misbehaving at school and hanging out with that absolute moron.'

He screamed the words at me, letting go of me again. I got thrown to the floor and had a short period of time where I couldn't breathe anymore from the pain in my back.

A really bad headache overwhelmed me and I tried to lift myself up which I didn't manage to because of the terrible pain in my back.

'In the army no one cared about pain, Clay. We just kept going even if we got shot. I have had so much more pain than you ever had,' he shouted, kicking me against my ribs.

I couldn't stop myself anymore and bursted into tears. 'Please stop, please,' I begged. 'You've hurt me enough. I'm so sorry for what I did, forgive me.'

I was really breathless so had to take a deep breath in between every word I said. I barely was able to keep my eyes open because of the headache and my dad lifted me up again.

'Please, put me down,' I whispered with tears rolling down my face. 'I've learnt my lesson, dad. I'll leave the house.'

⚠️ Over

My dad let go of me and I fell down on my knees, crawling outside of the house. He didn't come after me anymore so I crawled away while I couldn't stop crying anymore. I was afraid I broke something in my back since I couldn't straighten it anymore, was breathless and had lots of pain.

I had to crawl to a bench a bit away from my place and laid down on my side as I sobbed because of the pain on the outside but also on the inside. I was so hurt by everything that happened to me that I couldn't stop crying anymore.

My chest tightened and I ended up hyperventilating, suffering from a long and painful panic attack. It caused me to be so exhausted that I started to doze off slowly as I got startled by footsteps.

I looked up slowly, seeing Sapnap walk past me. I knew he could see I was in pain and had been beaten up again. I got startled as I noticed an alcohol bottle in his hands, it seemed halfway to being empty and he took another sip, stopping as he noticed I looked at him too now.

Somehow I still wished he would come up to me and tell me he was sorry for what he had done to me. I hoped he would help me, lift me up and take me to his place so I had a place to stay, but he just stared.

I tried to lift myself up but had too much pain. Then he turned around and started walking off, leaving me alone on the bench in the cold while I couldn't move myself.

I rested my head down on the bench again and felt tears streaming down my face. I heard my phone buzz and grabbed it, seeing a message from George.

I immediately clicked it and went to a picture he sent. I smiled shortly as I saw it was a picture of my little bear in his hand with the text: I'm taking good care of him.

You
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I wished I could go back to him soon because I couldn't deal with this pain inside. It was killing me.

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Summary:
Clay gets beaten up HWOIISJWN aaaah