its faded...

Love?

Sometimes without knowing it, your eyes are attracted to someone, their touch, their scent, their love, their everything affects you by the tinniest way in the biggest possible breakdown. The way she stares at me with her beautiful face, I feel safe, I feel comfort, I feel alive..I know we are still young,but it never hurts someone to explore those feelings and to actually let them be alive. Everyday is a new book, a new era, for me, for her, and for him... that's right, him. I love playing with her Hair, I love hugging her, I love touching her, but it's soon to be gone, everything must come to an end, it was the prettiest safest part of the journey , and sadly it's a retirement for both of us... After all it's me who she didn't love, but it was him who she adored , I could see it, I could feel it, I don't blame her, he was charming, perfect, something I couldn't be, something I wish to be, sometimes it hurts, but you let those go for your relationship, just after all, it's never you to be who she loved... look at him, he has every feature, that I can't have, why?...im smart, I'm talented, and maybe again I'm doing it all in my imagination, who would ever like me....