its faded...

True Love

    I miss Divine, maybe what I said made her leave, for good. "I'm sorry" I whispered, "I love you but I know I shouldnt" I whispered again, "But what's wrong with loving me?" I heard a slow whisper say, I quickly turned around and saw Divine standing there with a puppy face...*sigh* ok well here we go again, "Sorry divine I didn't mean to be rude or disrespectful I'm just really stressed and traumatized" I said, "I kno-" I said before she cut me off with her Cherry Pop cake chapstick flavored lips, The kiss went on for about 20 minutes and after it was done we gasped for air and just stared into each other's eyes.. "I'm sorry I know I have a boyfriend but I love you and I can't help it" she said, I quickly kissed her lips and smiled.  I ran and left but the image of my brothers dead was still growing on me and were killing me inside, I spent the next months alone and with that same thought everyday, it hurt. I then had enough money to buy a an apartment close to where Divine lived, I got a car with the help of Divine and got a better upgraded job. Finally I could maybe have a better life...who am I kidding, I lost my brothers and my mom I'm a fucking loner. I sold the house and stayed under a bridge for a few days, the money really helped, I then got an apartment after saving for 10 weeks. *knock knock* ugh..it's 11pm who could be knocking, "hey we need to talk" Divine said, Uh "oh okay, come in" I said, we both sat down on the couch and she met out a big sigh, "listen, I broke up with my boyfriend.." she said, I looked at her and for a second I was relieved but then she said " I like you.."  I was shocked and didn't know how to respond but then I immediately kissed her.. and from that day we started being a couple , I felt alive again..