Min Yoongi - Idol's love

Chapter XVI

Chapter 16: Start of the Thunder

''Whether I should quit or not.''

Yoongi looked at me in shock and also in confusion. ''You what? Why would you even think about yet consider quitting your job?''

''Sooner or later, people will find out about us, and I know the outcome will be that I'll be fired or forced to quit quietly,'' I said as I lowered my head, but Yoongi immediately lifted my chin with his hand.

''No, no, absolutely not. I told you, I won't let that happen,'' Yoongi said.

I shook my head. Despite Yoongi being part of the group, the guys could choose with whom they wanted to work and even decide whether a worker should be fired. If they're uncomfortable with them, he wouldn't be able to stop the process.

But I don't think the company would see this relationship as good. They might think I've been planning this since the beginning and just waited for the right moment. Yoongi can try to stop me from getting fired, but I don't think he can prevent it.

''Then I will-''

''No, Yoongi, you won't quit either if I end up leaving. This is your dream, your passion, and I would never forgive myself if I were the one making an end to it. If I have to quit or get fired, it is fine. We can still see each other,'' I smiled, but Yoongi wasn't buying anything I was saying.

''This job is also your dream and what you enjoy doing. I wouldn't want to take it away from you,'' Yoongi said.

''It's not as if I couldn't continue doing styling and makeup after losing this opportunity. Yoongi, please try to see this from my perspective. I know no one still knows, and we can keep this a secret, but I want you to know that if we ever have a situation like this, I don't want you to defend me,'' I strictly said.

And it is true. Despite the power Yoongi would have, I don't want to be dependent on him. He cannot control my life and speak up for me because I can speak up for myself. If Yoongi would defend me in many ways possible, it would seem like I'm with him just because I know he has a word in it.

My intention was never to get involved with any of them. But you cannot predict the future, let alone your feelings. I did not force myself to like Yoongi, but it happened because we have the same values and much in common. We get along, hence why Yoongi chose me to be his stylist in the first place.

''I just don't want you to leave,'' he said sadly.

I grabbed his hands and looked at him. ''I'm not going anywhere. I'm not volunteering to go to quit now, especially in the middle of the tour. I just gave you an idea. But I don't think we can keep this a secret for too long,'' I said.

Yoongi nodded. ''I understand. I want to enjoy this before everyone finds out. Even though we aren't strangers to each other, it's not the basic starting point that couples have. There are still things I want to know and do with you.''

I smiled at him. Indeed, we aren't like the usual people who meet and slowly get to know each other. It is not awkward for us to be together as we have worked together for some time. But now that we'll see if we have the potential to be together, it is a whole new thing.

''Let's not think about it now and focus on this moment,'' Yoongi said as he moved closer, still holding onto my hands and looking at me in the eyes. ''I know you probably have to leave soon, but I wish we could spend a proper night together.''

I blushed for some reason. Sure enough, we have spent evenings together when I have tried to figure out some fittings, asked opinions on the clothes, or just generally talked about stylings. Spending an evening with Yoongi as his possible girlfriend will be different.