Min Yoongi - Idol's love

Chapter XVIII

Chapter 18: Difficulties ahead

Morning came all too quickly. Rosé and I had been talking about it almost all night. Rosé kept trying to convince me that I was overthinking everything and that I should enjoy the situation now. I want to enjoy it but how would we ever make this work if we had to do it secretly? Yoongi is always there to be seen, and filmed, and even though I work for a company, if someone sees me at his house, the rumors start flying.

In the end, however, Rosé convinced me everything would move forward under its own weight. Right now we're on tour, so we have a lot of time to be alone without it being suspicious because it's been going on for years.

That's why we haven't slept much. In the morning, when the alarm clock rings in the morning for breakfast. Today we would fly to the next destination, but we had enough time to take advantage of the hotel's breakfast if we wanted to. If I'm being honest, I would have liked to sleep until we had to leave for the airport, but I was also hungry and wanted to have a free, good, full breakfast before going to the airport.

Of course, Rosé was not excited about my desire to get up for breakfast, because we had stayed up for a long time because of me. I tried to blame her because she wanted to hear all the details, but I started to hesitate about many things, which led to long conversations.

However, I finally got her to the breakfast table downstairs in the hotel, and in the end, she was happy to have coffee and waffles. I, on the other hand, brought almost everything from the buffet to my table.

''Do you eat for your anxiety?'' Rosé laughed because she noticed how I was stuffing food into my mouth. She was probably right. But usually, I always eat a good breakfast, so this was no different from normal.

''Leave me alone,'' I said. ''We have a long day ahead of us.''

''I guess you remember that you can also eat on the plane?'' Rosé asked.

I completely forgot about that possibility. Maybe I ate for excitement. I stopped stuffing the food into my mouth and leaned back in the chair. ''What is wrong with me?''

''You're just in a new situation. Nothing is the same anymore. But you'll get through it. Now let's eat and get ready to go,'' Rosé suggested, and I nodded.

When we came from breakfast, we started packing the last of our things. Suddenly it felt like we had a lot of stuff with us and all over the hotel room. We both ran around the room looking for our things in every corner and found them in the weirdest places. We have only stayed here for a couple of nights and for some reason, my hair brush was found in the mini fridge.

''At the next place, we should keep our things better organized,'' I said. ''This can't go on like this for our entire tour.''

''Yes,'' Rosé replied. ''But I know we'll probably be in this situation every time we go to the next country.'' We both laughed at that. It was quite true.

We finally got all our stuff together and now we just checked with others if they are ready through different group chats. We decided to go and give up our room after we had checked it about ten times in case there was still something important to be found somewhere. We didn't see anything, but all the important things like a passport, phone, wallet, etc. were there. Everything else could be bought if that were the case.

We were waiting for the rest in the hotel lobby. The boys were still missing, but they would still go to the cars by a different route than from the public hall. Sometimes we also take a different path but it seemed to be a calm morning, so we stayed to enjoy our coffee in the lobby.