25.10.2021
I fear. I fear being alone at the end of my life. I fear that no one loves me or will ever love me. I'm scared that I'm toxic or am becoming toxic because of the one toxic person in my life. I don't want to be bad to my loved ones let alone be toxic to them I don't want any of my loved ones to feel bad because of me. I'm scared that I don't know what to do for a person that feels bad. I fear that I will fail at things I am good at. I fear that everyone is just using me. I fear that my whole life is a lie. I fear that no one likes me because of my appearance. I fear I will mess up not only in things regarding me but also in things regarding my friends and him. I fear that I will disappoint everyone who knows me. But who am I to know that? I may be in charge of my life and my future but I am scared that I will fuck it up, cause I can not handle the burden of responsibility
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PoetryThings, I wrote while having a crisis for whatever reason, I write rather than tell people cause it's easier. And just random things, like dreams creative dumps, and one-shots I don't want to create an extra book for. read if you like. Feel free to...
