22.11.2021
I was on a bus next to the really cute guy I saw almost every day there.
We have made eye contact a few times before but I always looked away.
I was just too shy but now I sat next to him, his fluffy hair showing under his hood and his eyes staring through his classes straight forward.
A bit later he was reading a book and I tried to look at the title which he apparently noticed because he asked me "Is something wrong?" that was the first time I heard his voice and it sounds angelic to me.
He now was looking directly and me with his beautiful eyes.
"No, no nothings wrong I was just wondering what book you are reading" responded nervously.
"Oh yeah it's called "Die letzte Tage des patriarches" and it's about..." it's cute how he talked about this book with so much passion and knowledge.
I couldn't help but smile under my mask and I don't know if he saw it or not but I was so in awe.
I was becoming sleepy and fell onto his shoulder, he didn't seem to mind it and then even laid his arm around me.
I was surprised.
He just looked down at me and I could see in his eyes that he was smiling under his mask, that we'd have to wear on busses.
It felt like there was no one else on the bus except for the two of us.
Yeah, that was the dream. At least that's all I remember.
09.12.2021 (supplement)
I know it's bad I'm obsessed with him now and I hate it and love it at the same time
30.12.2021 (supplement)
I have his number and I'm falling even harder for him since I started to do things with him even if they are just for the Fridays for future group we are both in
05.01.2022 (supplement)
He seems to be concerned about me through text but who am I to know he's is bearly on his phone and always answer to my text two days later sometimes even more days later
15.09.2022 (supplement)
he has been avoiding me for some month, but i don't mind, i am luckly not obsessed with him anymore, kinda happy for myself.
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PoetryThings, I wrote while having a crisis for whatever reason, I write rather than tell people cause it's easier. And just random things, like dreams creative dumps, and one-shots I don't want to create an extra book for. read if you like. Feel free to...
