Jealousy

The call

The band and I were leaving the Doyeon's place so we could meet with itzy.
We were stepping outside me as last.

"Y/n..."Doyeon as the first person who got out called my name and I let a hmm out so she could speak further but she didn't so I looked over my shoulder and saw who I less expected, my ex gf, Han so-hee, she gave me a week smile. (I will make Han so-hee a couple years younger so she's now 22)

"Can we talk?" She asked shyly.

"I would but as you can see we're going out to meet people" I said trying not to sound rude, there was no reason to be. We ended in a half good note.

"I won't take long and we can walk behind them if you want, i just really need to talk with you" I nodded with a nonchalant face.

Doyeon looked at me to give me assurance that she was there if anything happened and I looked at her back telling her that everything would be okay.
Alex, Kai and Doyeon started going to the bar/restaurant nearby that we scheduled with itzy.

We were walking slowly and slightly distant from my friends.

"I'm going straight to the point like you like it" I chuckled at her comment and looked at her so she can keep on talking "I want to give us a chance again, it's been an year and I regret not spending all of it with you and even if we don't end up together again I still want to have you in my life as my best friend" I was surprised so I stayed in silence for a second. I looked at her face again and i could see in her eyes if i didn't answer quickly she would cry, her eyes were filled with tears ready to let go.
I miss her too but i moved on with my life, i don't know if it's a good idea to let my past come in between my present. Besides the circumstances changed i'm an idol now, even though jyp didn't put a dating ban on us yet.

"That's ummm a lot to process but I think i might give it a shot, but I'm gonna be honest with you, I don't know if we can be more than friends right now so let's start by being friends first and we can see what happens later" I gave her a smile to assure her everything was okay and she hugged me, at first I got surprised and didn't hug back but I reciprocated the hug once I came to my senses.

Doyeon must me there already with itzy for a while now. Me and Han So-Hee were at a convenience store so she could buy a pack of cigarettes. I invited her to enjoy us tonight and she said she would but she would also be leaving in 30 minutes because she had to shoot tomorrow early in the morning.

We got there and Alex and ryujin were very drunk and already saying some nonsense.
They were suddenly best friends as well.

"Look who decided to appear..." Doyeon said with a sarcastic tone.
Alex is very bad at keeping his mouth shut so what he said next made me want to murder him. Why did he need to say that in front of Yeji...

"Was the make out session good?" He laughed as it was the best joke he ever said but i sent him a glare and right after Doyeon slapped the back of his head.
Ryujin didn't miss the opportunity to say something either.

"Huh why is she here... Isn't she some famous actress... and weren't you getting close to Yeji?" I didn't know what to say.
After all that mess the rest of the time was very awkward but also fun. Han So-Hee left and Yeji suddenly seemed to be more comfortable.

Doyeon purposed to go to her house after so here we are, everyone by her house drinking more and playing stupid games.

"Let's play spin the bottle" Yuna said and everyone immediately agreed besides Yeji, she was quieter than usual.

"We need more drink though... y/n... Yeji unnie could you guys please go buy more alcohol since you're our leaders and the oldest" Me and Yeji looked at each other once Lia and Doyeon asked us, they also became close tonight.

Yeji and I ended up going and on our way there i wasn't going to let this moment alone that we have go like this.

"You're awfully quiet tonight for someone who kept texting me the whole day..." I shot her a smile making her blush.

"Oh it's just... I had a busy day so I didn't know i would be this tired tonight"

"Hmmm is that so? You know the best way to let go of tiredness is to have fun, did I mention that I am the definition of fun" I winked at her and she chuckled at what i said "That's what i was hoping to see tonight" I pet her head and she was embarrassed out of the sudden.

"Since we're alone can we get to know each other? I start... who was that from earlier" Yeji suddenly put me in a conner with that question and in the same moment I got a call.