Jealousy

Deadly kiss

Yeji's pov

I can't believe what i just saw, why... it means i wasn't wrong this whole time with my jealousy, I wasn't overthinking unnecessarily.

I went to y/n's apartment to talk with her to tell her i was willing to break the fake relationship up and tell JYP about us but once the elevator opened from her floor I can see her kissing Rosé in front of her apartment.
It hurts, i wish it didn't hurt this much but i feel like it's all my fault.
I immediately closed the elevator door and headed to my dorm.

Once I reached the bottom floor I broke down and to add to my disgrace it was raining. I couldn't hold my tears anymore, i just saw the girl I love kissed someone else when we just got out of a relationship. Was everything we had a lie? Did she cheat on me and that's why it was so easy to let go of our relationship?

Y/n's pov

I stopped the kiss just to Chaeyoung to look embarrassed of what just happened, she immediately put both of her hands on top of her lips and ran into her apartment. I stood there processing what just happened and what will I do with this.

Yeji and I just broke up but i still love Yeji, I think that I will only be able to love Yeji, anyone else will just not be enough.

I got in our apartment and the first thing I hear is Doyeon.

"What do you think you're doing?" Doyeon sounded serious, which it wasn't a good sign she must've sobered up fast to be this mad. The last time she was mad at me like this was years ago.

"I- Nothing, I just got inside" I played dumb.

"Don't play dumb with me you know that won't work with me. Explain why to reciprocate the kiss with Chaeyoung" She bluntly said.

"Because... Because me and Yeji broke up, she lied to me. It's not like i did anything bad anyways Doyeon" I was getting irritated by her nagging.

"Why are you doing this again? Besides Yeji doesn't deserve this, you didn't even kept your deal of thinking about your relationship, y/n think about what you're doing for one second, only this time i beg of you" After that she left to her room and I decided to take the trash out.

I grabbed the trash bag and walked to the elevator, there was a familiar smell in the elevator but it was quickly replaced with the smell of the trash so I couldn't analyze it properly. The elevator finally reaches the bottom floor and i walk to the exit of the apartment building when I see Yeji outside crying, i immediately let go of the trash bag and run to her.

"Yeji! Yeji! Are you okay? Are you hurt? What happened? Why are you on the floor and under the rain, you'll get sick" I put my jacket on top if her so she would be warmer. Yeji looked at me with puffy eyes from crying, she must've been crying for a while.

"I'm fine, I came here to talk to you but then I realized it was a mistake and I should give you space" Yeji said that looking straight into my eyes.

"Why are you crying then?" I asked a little but curious of why she would cry over that.

"Because it hurts..." She murmured

"It must be because I love you, I must really love you" She said a little be louder, i was flustered so it took me a while to answer.

"Y-you should go home Yeji, you're saying nonsense, come I'll bring you home" I said lifting her up and walking to my car, I noticed that she didn't walked with me or behind me, she stayed where she was so I turned behind to look at her and saw her murmuring something to herself, what could've she said.

Yeji's pov

"It must've been a deadly kiss..." She didn't say she loves me, did she really like Chaeyoung this much already? I'm sorry for lying but I don't deserve this, I loved you Y/n.

She brought me home without saying a word during the whole ride i also didn't say anything. Once we got to my dorm we stayed a minute in silence, none of us dared to say anything.

"Yeji? We're here" y/n finally broke the silence. I looked at her and I could only feel more pain so I stopped looking at her, I avoided looking at her at all costs.

"Right... goodbye Y/n..." I didn't give her a chance to answer back and walked away into the building. That was the last time we spoke.