Jealousy

Insecure

Y/n's pov

I woke up in the middle of the night again and once I looked to my side i saw Yeji laying there. She looks like angel when she sleeps.
Yeji and I sleep at each other's house here and there for 2 months now but we haven't taken the next step yet, not that we don't want to because Yeji sure likes teasing me but i want to show her that's i'm not only interested in having sex with her but I'm actually invested in this relationship as a whole.

I carefully try to get out of the bed and I succeeded. I grabbed my phone and sit up on the chair in front of the bed.
I opened my phone i see 50 messages not opened, I checked who it was and it was all from Rosie. The last few texts were sent 5 minutes ago, i frown my eyebrows also seeing 3 missed calls from her. At this point I'm concerned that it might be something urgent so I opened the texts.

Rosie 🐿:
- hi maybe is too late to text you
-but i wanted to ask you something
-yoir so mysteruoz
- matbe i had ti much tp drunk
-i wisg you wree here
-ima cafl yuy
-oh tou myst be sleopng
-can tku xome here
-your one of my bedt frends
-ik i knowtoyr for like a few montgs
-but youe so amsbzinf
-can you pkxa come uere
-it urndgent
-im withb the girls
-gooe tour do t mund
-ima cabll tiur again
-picjk yo yow asshole
-your whole bacmd is here
-vut where are you
-its birinf hrw without ypu

At this point i was laughing my ass off, she was drunk and partying with my band apparently. They didn't tell me anything not even Doyeon so i called kai because he always picks up his phone.

"Hey where are you guys" I whispered and walked to the balcony closing it so Yeji wouldn't wake up.

"Oh hey we're by the same place as yesterday with itzy, everyone liked it here so we wanted to come back. Doyeon said you were busy today and you couldn't come" Is that so...

"Umm I could've come if anyone told me something but i was kinda busy yeah" I tried not to sound so annoyed by this situation because even though i rather spend time with Yeji, I would've appreciated if I was invited by my own best friend.

"Sorry you can still come. For the looks of it we're going to stay here longer. Rosé and Alex are hitting it off. He's shooting his shot if you know what i mean" For some reason I didn't like what Kai was telling me, it seemed wrong whatever Alex was doing since Rosie is drunk. I looked at Yeji fast asleep and sighed.

"I'm on my way, please don't let Alex do anything stupid" I came inside again and hang up with Kai I started to put my clothes on and I heard Yeji move on the bed which meant she woke up.

"Where are you going?" She asked sleepily.

"I'm going to meet with the band and blackpink they're having a party and I'm afraid they will get in trouble soon" I said grabbing my bag and making my way to her. I was on my knees looking at her, my hands through her hair.

"Such a good leader and friends. Are you coming back here?" I kissed her forehead and nodded.

"Go back to sleep i will be back in a flash, you won't even notice i'm gone"

"I doubt that because I already miss you" Yeji pouted and I just wanted to stay there forever but I couldn't, I couldn't let Alex get a shot with Rosie like that.
I said goodbye to Yeji and left to the club they were in. It wasn't far away around 15 minutes with a car, I got in and I could immediately see them in a private booth. I saw Alex too close to Rosie so i sat next to Rosie so he could see my presence, I looked at him asking what he was doing but i think he was also drunk.

"Y/nnnn, you're here finally... I called you and texted you a 100 times where were you, you party pooper" I laughed at her nickname for me.

"I was busy but i'm here now, come let's get some water to get you sober" I looked for Kai and screamed his name he looked at me and asked what i wanted "Can you sober Alex up?" He nodded and did what I asked, i think he was also worried about what was going to happen.

Lisa, Jennie and Jisoo ended up leaving without Rosie for some reason and Doyeon left with some random guy which was also not okay. Why do they give me so much trouble, i feel like i have 7 kids.

"Y/n I'm heading to my place with Alex it will be better for him. I can make him some coffee and give him some pills and let him sleep for tomorrow" I nodded and he was gone.

"What am I going to do with you Rosie" Rosie had her arms wrapped around my neck and her face snuggle in my neck. She said something but I couldn't hear her properly but i was also not going to ask because i'm sure it's some senseless stuff.

I decided to bring her to my appartement and leave her a note, some pills and some coffee ready for tomorrow. I would head back to Yeji's place and stay with her for the rest of the night.

On my way to Yeji's I tried to call Doyeon but she didn't pick up, it kinda worried me but I got a text from her.

Your favorite person aka Doyeon:

-i'm okay don't worry, I'm home alone

After that I didn't need to worry about Doyeon anymore. I knew for fact it was her texting and if she said she was okay, she was okay.

I got to Yeji's place and Yeji was deeply as sleep but once i snuck in the bed she cuddle me. I rested my hand on her cheek and played with her hair till i fell asleep.

Next day

I woke up and Yeji was still cuddle up with me but she was pretending to be asleep. The reason why i woke up is because she kept moving and staring at me, i let a smirk scape my lips.

"Are you going to pretend you're sleeping, little creep" I went with my hand through her hair.

"I don't know what you're talking about, i'm sleeping" She said snuggling her face in my neck more.

Yeji's pov

I snuggled in her neck so she wouldn't get up and we would stay laying like this the whole day but once i did I smelled am unusual perfume and a little bit of alcohol. I wasn't y/n's.

"Y/n why does your neck smells like someone else's perfume?" I immediately asked not wanting to overthink this situation this much, I knew y/n wouldn't lie to me and it was probably not what i was thinking.

"Oh that, Rosé and Alex had a whole thing that's why i left to keep Alex out of trouble but Kai took care of Alex and I took care of Rosie, she was really drunk so she snuggled in my neck for support" I couldn't help myself to feel jealous, i mean someone else snuggled in my girlfriends neck and that someone was Rosé, The Rosé.
I'm just insecure y/n will leave me for someone better but i do trust her and right now I am very happy that's the only think that happened but I can't help being jealous.

"Oh okay i get it, is she okay though?" I asked not trying to let her see i was jealous.

"Yeah i left her in my appartement with some pills, water and coffee, she will probably wake up very late and i will be home already but just in case you know" it made me feel relieved that y/n chose to come here instead of staying with Rosé unnie. Even though her friend needed her she still came to me. It made me feel loved.

Later today i had a meeting with JYP, so i had to get up soon. They said they wanted to announce something for me, not itzy but for me. I hope i didn't do anything wrong.