Jealousy

Lies

Yeji's pov

It's been a whole month since I'm fake dating Beomgyu, we haven't been in big news yet and luckily for me Y/n doesn't check news and rumors so often sometimes it does feel like she lives under a rock.
The reason why I haven't told her about this was just simply because I didn't have a heart to, I didn't want to break up with her and I don't know how she will react to it so I just procrastinated it and here i am.
Y/n has a lot of dating scandals even with Yuna, i'm not going to lie and say that it doesn't bother me but I know she loves me otherwise she wouldn't be with me but that doesn't mean I can't be insecure. One of her biggest dating scandal was with Rosé, it made me upset that she hangs out so much with Rosé but there's nothing i can do she can have friends.

I was home going through my phone when i see that there's two rumors posted on dispatch one  of them was me and Beomgyu and the other was Y/n and Rosé. This time I couldn'tsay anything over this rumors to her because it included my secret fake relationship.
Suddenly I hear the door open and i hear Y/n, she come in my room and lays beside me sighing.

"Such a stressful day..." Y/n cuddle me, her head was on my stomach while i was going with my hands through her hair.

"Why baby? What happened" Y/n is never this tired, of course she works hard and practices hard but she never was like this it felt like she was worn out.

"Ugh nothing just some stupid paparazzi came bursting while me and Rosé had breakfast this morning, he had the audacity to push her which you know it makes me mad when paparazzi crosses the line so I screamed at him and jyp had to care of it. Then to make it better I couldn't get my lines right the whole day it was so frustrating and to be done with all of it while i was having dinner with the band and blackpink some fans interrupted and took pictures of us and then i heard some stupid rumors about you and Beomgyu dating so yeah that was my day full of big events but luckily i'm here with you now"  Shit, I knew this would happen eventually I have to take this chance to tell her before she knows through other people and that will be worse so here i go.

"Umm y/n, about that rumor..." Y/n immediately lifted her head from my cheat and looked at me worried, this must've been the most worried i've ever seen her.

"I wanted to tell you earlier but I just couldn't bring myself to and now that you heard it might as well stop procrastinating it. So JYPE said that I needed to date another idol just to promote our new album that's going to come, i told him i was going to think about it but I didn't had much of a choice and then I wanted to tell you but I just didn't want to lose you" Y/n had a look on her face that I've never seen before and I hoped i wouldn't but here we are. She looks so disappointed, sad and mad, she was definitely getting mad so she got up to create some distance between us.

"For how long?" Was all she could say, I don't think this will go well.

"A- A month" I should've just tell her in the beginning , I know how much she hates lies above anything.

"A month? Wow I can't believe I was a fool for so long" She chuckled sarcastically.

"How could you keep this from me, why didn't you just told jyp the truth that you were dating me it would be easier that way don't you think? Instead of carrying this lie for a month" y/n had her back turned to me and was looking at the window.

"I'm sorry about keeping it from you I really am but I couldn't tell jyp that and you know it, we need some other company's idol that's how it works and telling him that I'm dating you would only break us apart" I got up and approached y/n, I tried to grab her arm but she pulled away from me.

"Oh yeah but this lie wouldn't right, logical" I noticed that y/n couldn't look at me in the eyes and it was breaking me but what she just said broke me more, was she going to break up with me because of this stupid lie?

"What do you mean? Are you breaking up with me?" That was the first time y/n looked me in the eye since we started this conversation. A tear left my eye and I started crying because her answer was crystal clear even though she didn't say a word.

"I wished the outcome of this relationship was different, i wish you didn't lie to me and i wish you refused what jyp asked you" With that Y/n left, she left me here to cry by myself.

I decided to call Lia, Chaeryeong, Yuna and Ryujin and they came over to comfort me. Of course they didn't think i was right, I shouldn't have hold this for long but how do you bring it up to your girlfriend and you will be publicly dating someone else, you just don't.

Y/n's pov

I was sitting in front of the convenience store right in front of our apartment, I couldn't go in just yet i needed some fresh air to think stuff through. I don't get why would Yeji lie to me for a whole month i also don't think if she had told me earlier the outcome would've been different than now if I'm honest though we wouldn't break up immediately.

My thoughts were broken when someone called my name and waved their hand in front of my face.

"Hi! You're good? I called you like 5 times I thought you were dead for a second" She laughed and sat on the chair that was at the other side of the table.

"Yeah I just broke my friendship off with Yeji, you know from itzy? She hung out with us a few times?" I couldn't tell her that I had a relationship because no one knew besides our band mates.

"Of course I remember idiot who do you take me for?" She said playfully.

"I don't know, the big Rosé is a whole super star with a hell of a busy schedule. Do you even remember me? I'm y/n it's a pleasure, we're working together for a while now you know?" I extended my hand to hand shake hers but she pushed it away and rolled her eyes giving me a smile.

"So funny but i do remember you, how could I not" Rosie kind of mumble for herself the last part so i couldn't hear.

"Why did you guys break up your friendship, I thought you guys were very close" It felt like Rosé was starting at my soul but not in a bad way but in a kind and caring way.

"She lied to me over something serious and I hate when people lie to me and besides that it was something she should've told me earlier, i feel like a total fool now" I looked down at my lap and played with my fingers.

"Yah aren't you being a little dramatic, this ain't a kdrama" I glare at her and she sighed.

"Look I don't know what she lied about or for how long but maybe she had a reason for it a deeper reason maybe she was afraid of this reaction of yours, i'm not siding with her of course I'll always side with you but maybe give it a time to think about it and talk with her again" Rosie was right and that's exactly what I did.

I waited a few days and talked with Yeji we both decided to give each other space and time for the time being.
Meanwhile Rosé, Doyeon, Kai and Felix were the hanging out with me more than usual, especially Rosé.

Me and Rosé were going out for drinks with everyone again but once everyone got tired and drunk we decided to go home, we lived in the same apartment building and our apartments were next to each other so it wasn't so hard and not fun to go home, Alex did some pretty entertaining stuff with Lisa on our way home.
I noticed one thing, Rosé was more clingy than usual she wasn't saying much and her cheeks were light red.
We all made it to the apartment everyone made their way inside besides Rosé she stayed behind so I looked at her confused while she was looking at the floor.

"Chae? Are you okay?" I started getting worried what if she had too much to drink and was going bad which I thought it was impossible because she didn't even had that much to drink.

"Mhmm" That's all she said, she started getting closer to me and suddenly all i feel it her lips on mine. I felt bad for liking it because I was still hanging on on Yeji but maybe if I just try to forget her it won't be so hard and it won't hurt anymore.