Baby Blue (Elizabeth Olsen)

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"How are you trying to defend yourself right now?" I ask him, genuinely curious as to how he thinks he can get himself out of this one.

"Lizzie, it was a mistake. Please I was one spontaneous kiss that she initiated?" He reply's over the phone, seeing as I'm in London doing press for the movie.

My mind tells me that this sucks, and that breaking up with him is a really bad thing. But my heart wants to say the complete opposite to that. It feels relief, like it can finally heal after all the stick that Robbie has been giving it.

"Robbie, I don't care who initiated it. You could have pulled away, you could have never decided to see her behind you're fiancés back, and yet you decided to do neither of them." I respond. I know that I shouldn't be enjoying this but it's quite funny in a way, him still thinking that he has anything more that I care about.

"I know Lizzie, and I was stupid for it. Please, just give me one more chance." He pleads.

I have to cover my mouth as to not laugh. I take a deep breath to calm the feeling to burst out laughing. I like watching, or hearing, this piece of shit squirm. It's quite devilish of me.

"Nope, we're done. By the time I get back from London I want you and all of your stuff to be gone. Got it?" I demand. I think, if I listen very carefully I can hear him crawl back into the little whole that he came out of, that snake.

I hang up before he can even get a word in. It's probably for the best that this happens anyway, I think that this would have ended the same way. Well maybe not the exact same way, but with us separated.

It was such a one sided relationship, and I want to feel like I'm in a relationship with someone who loves me and doesn't need me. Someone who loves me all the time and not just when it suits them.

That would be the ideal relationship for me.

And maybe is Scarlett is right, maybe I should ask that girl out. There is nothing stopping me now, not that there really was before. We both new as well as one another that this relationship was at a stalemate. But if I did ask that girl out I'd have been no better than Robbie. And I'm not a cheater.

I just know that I'm going to have to carry this with my during the premiere and all of the interviews that I'm doing. It's going to be tough to keep up that wall that separates the professional and the personal. Because it's still hard, because at the end if the day he was my fiancé, and I did love him.

He's been there for me since I found my place in the marvel universe, and so many other movies. He's helped me when no one else can, and he's been through it all with me, side by side.

So even though it feels like a stab in the gut, its a stab that I saw coming and was mentally prepared for. I also find it ironic that he was giving me all that stick about being gay and liking girls and flirting with Aubrey, and yet he's seeing a mistress behind my back.

I'm getting dressed as I hear a knock at the door. I reluctantly get out of the makeup chair and head over to the door. I open it and smile when I see a little man at the door.

"Hey Liz, I wanted to see how you were doing?" Tom says, he's such a little sweetheart and is honestly one of the people I find myself closest to on set. I speak to Scarlett lots and the Chris's, and not to mention Seb and Anthony, but I now realise that me and Tom are quite good friends.

"I'm doing alright given the circumstances." I say and open the door all of the way, allowing him to come right into the room.

"We'll, I just wanted to cheer you up... y-Y'know... outside the group-chat." He sounds quite embarrassed that he wanted to say all of this out of the group chat.