Baby Blue (Elizabeth Olsen)

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There's a smut warning for this chapter so those of whom wish to skip that can read up to the asterisk.

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She planted her lush lips down on mine for a second time. This time it wasn't as tame and innocent. No, this one was more aggressive and lustful, but she was also being cautious not to push to hard.

She wraps her arms around my neck, pulling me into her lips as the kiss intensifies. Her hands comb through my hair before resting on the hem of my trousers, then ever so softly wrapping them around my back.

I instinctively pull away abruptly, leaving Elizabeth standing there with her hands where they would have been on my back and her lips pursed.

"Elizabeth, there's something I have to tell you." I mutter, running my hand through my hair.

"What is it?" She asks, taking my hands in hers and making sure that I'm okay, which makes her more adorable.

"I haven't been completely honest with you, and I think that if we're going to continue to be together I have to say this." I say, gently leading her over to the sofa where the Netflix loading screen continues to change.

"Okay, [Y/N], you're scaring me, what's this about?" She asks as we both perch ourselves on the soft fabric.

"It has something to do with the reason I don't hug people." I can see the realisation on her face as she finally gets to find out the reason I'm so pushy.

"If you don't want to tell me I understand, we've not been seeing one another for that long." She says, looking down at my hands and rubbing my knuckles.

"No, no, I have to. I want to be honest with you and I've kept this a secret for too long."

I don't meet her eyes but I can tell by the way her grip tightens on my hands that she's comforting me, which is so sweet. I don't think I've ever met a more compassionate person.

I take a deep breathe as I calm my nerves. "A long long time ago I was in a relationship with a guy, who I really liked. We'd been dating for a while and I really liked him but I really didn't see a future with him. So I told him that I didn't want to see him anymore... and when I did, he..."

I paused for a moment while I composed myself, I was really fighting back tears as it's a particularly sensitive subject for me, as you could imagine.

"He pulled my in for a hug, but as I pulled away I looked down to see that he'd pushed a knife into my abdomen..." I finally reveal what's been eating at me.

She stands up abruptly and covers her mouth with her hands, not before a gasp escapes it, however. I can see the shock on her face as she steps back, her eyes are wide and her open mouth is covered up by her hands.

"Look, I understand that it doesn't bode well for us..."

"Woah woah woah, that's the last thing on my mind. [Y/N], I have no idea how hard that must have been for you." Her voice is barely above a whisper as she speaks, the revelation that someone tried to murder me clearly shocking her.

She walks back over to the couch and perches herself practically on my lap. She takes my hands in hers and gives one of them a soft kiss.

"I'd understand if you were a little sceptical about being with me now." I mumbled under my breath, afraid that she'll judge me for it.

"No, not at all. If anything I trust you more now. I can't imagine how hard it must have been for you to open up like that." She kisses my cheek and her hand moves from mine to the side of my face.