So ik this sounds sad but hang in there.
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Song: Dancing With Your Ghost - Sasha Sloan
********Y/N'S POV:
Yelling at the sky. Screaming at the world.
Baby, why'd you go away?
I'm still your girl. Holding on too tight.
Head up in the clouds. Heaven only knows, where you are now.It had been a year since Ced's death, you didn't honestly know how to go on. For years it was you and him against the world. A Slytherin and a Hufflepuff, who would've thought.
Now all you did was walk to your classes and go to your dorm and skip multiple meals. Harry was worried about you but you couldn't care less. He had no idea what it was like. Sure, the kid had 'seen' him die, but even that you thought was a lie, no one had ever seen his body, but you knew he was gone."WHY! WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME LIKE THIS?" You screamed as you sobbed on the astronomy tower.
"Why... I'm still here waiting. When-... when are you coming...when..?" You cried and cried, it wasn't unusual for you to do this, but this time was worse and everyone knew too. They could hear your sobs but no one dare try to help.
No one knew where he had gone, but you did. If heaven was real he was most definitely there. You couldn't imagine him just ceasing to exist, you had never been super religious, but then and there you prayed.
"If anyone's listening... please... please take care of him..." with that you fell asleep almost drowning in the river of tears you had created.
How do I love
How do I love again?
How do I trust
How do I trust again?
I stay up all night
Tell myself I'm alright
Baby, you're just harder to see than mostYou woke up to a throbbing pain in your head. You sat up holding your head, while your tear stained cheeks lifted up towards the sky. It was a cloudy day. Raining, the sky seemed to cry for you.
"Y/n?" You heard Harry behind you, but you didn't bother to turn.
"Can I sit?" You were lonely and tired, so you nodded your head.
"You know.. you probably don't want to hear this right now but you should learn to love someone else." You bit the inside of your mouth trying not to kill him.
"How? How can I love again? Harry? Do tell." You said saltily. He nodded sadly.
"It's hard I know, but it's worth a try." You looked at him in disbelief.
"Harry! I can never trust anyone again. They all know how I feel right now, so anyone who would dare try to love me, would do it out of pity." He looked sadly out at the pouring rain.
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