October 28th 2021, 3:07 p.m
I'm trying.
I'm just kinda getting tired of trying.
Maybe I'm being selfish but its getting old to try and convince you that I'm here for you.
Maybe I'm thinking ahead, and acting like we're older than we really are, but isn't a relationship for us to be there for the good and the bad?
This is getting old. What do you expect me to do? Act like everything is okay just like your doing?
It hurts to do that, to pretend and hide. I've done that for long enough in my life, its not fair to lie to ourselves like that.
I wanna push everyone away again. I already had my own issues going on but maybe this was my tipping point.
I already barely have anyone, how bad could it hurt to have no one ?
