I love him. Like so much. Got me feeling special and shit 😭 like I matter .
Just ughh I can't put into words how I feel but I feel something yk? Idk the word for it but it's something
I'm meeting his mom today and I was hella nervous last night but im oki now. I js have to b myself. Maybe I'll paint so I don't have a panic attack or sum.
Like wow bruh. I js- ughhhhh idkkkk.
I feel something tho. It's this feeling in my heart but idk the name of it. It's not love, it's more than that.