January 10th, 2022, 1:40 p.m
Question: Does lacking empathy make you a bad person?
I've always been a very empathetic person, hell I used to be able to take on other people's feelings 💀
But it seems like, I'm struggling to still be empathetic with certain people. I don't feel bad for people that much anymore?
I can kinda continue on and be alright. Depending on the person.
I'm just questioning if I'm still a good person, because with certain people I just cant empathize with them.
Close friends who haven't fucked me over? Yeah I can. But people who've fucked me over...I just can't.
I also just dont feel like taking care of myself today. Last night was so damn messy for no reason, so damn tiring.
Then I did something I regret- now I have to duck him again- Maybe that's why I'm lacking today?
I have the urge to just delete all the things I have of him...maybe I really am falling out of love with him? I really don't feel anything for him, and I kinda feel bad about it. Honestly all I feel when I think about him is hurt....
Is that why I'm struggling to empathize? Because all the hurt is really just now settling in? I don't see him as anything but like...idk, a friend maybe?
I just- Idk I'm all in my head. Then I jumped into an another relationship so I'm just hoping, I end out okay.
~J
