Monday, March 7th 2022. 9:30 p.m
Its like when I get one thing together, something else fucking falls apart. Like god fucking damn bruh
When you block all his accounts out of frustration <<<<
Sigh bruh.
I just- idk. Maybe its me at this point but I know he won't leave. Which means I would have to do it and I don't wanna do it. Maybe I just need some time.
Then having this feeling that he's gonna go talk to someone about it and its gonna b sum negative shit. That's how it always is.
Idk. And that's the frustrating part. I should know but I don't so now I'm just lost. I keep things to build up and now I get so upset that I block him. I need a while.