Strawberry Blonde
Diovanni realized what he was doing.
He was kissing his best friend.
He quickly pushed him away, harshly. Jisung looked him with a shocked expression.
"Why would you do that!?" He yelled. Wiping off his swollen lips. His angered expression scared Jisung. "I──I don't. I'm──I'm s-sorry," He could could barely get any words out.
Jisung tried to reached out to Diovanni, only to get hit. "Get out of my face! I don't wanna see you!"
Jisung's hands dropped.
"I only wanted to make you happy. I── I don't know. I'm just so fucking in love you! Can't you see that!? Are you blind!? Diovanni do you know how much I hate myself cause I can't be loved by the one person who's be there for me after everything? I've tried so hard to become something I'm not! Just so you can love me back! But no all you ever do is talk, talk, talk, and talk about Naomi. I'm glad your happy but it still hurts," The tears kept on flowing as he hit Diovanni on the chest.
"All this was just for you! When you took me to your uncle's farm. I felt so special. You said you wanted me to meet your family. You invited me. Not somebody else. Me. I dyed my hair like Naomi's for you. I wear makeup similar to her's for you. I wear clothes like her's for you. And just so you can love me back. And it doesn't work that way but I keep doing it with the hope that you'll someday love me back...I'm so stupid," Jisung walked away and Diovanni stood there.
"I hate you"
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strawberry blonde
FanfictionIf he changed would he love him back? Han Jisung ¡completed! started: November 10, 2021 ended: December 6, 2021