"Reality has never been a friend of mines."
Part 1
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I didn't want to ride any anymore, I hate anything that requires me to scream for too long. Her smile was too bright when she asked, and I went against myself. How could I say no when she was looking at me like that?
" Yoongi come on! This one is way smaller compared to the last one I got on, alone may I add!"
She points at me laughing before putting her hands on her hips. I wish she had not, I can't count how many times I wish my hands were there instead. I quickly look away from them before hiding my action with a cough.
" Smaller?!" I ask as I raise my eyebrows at her, scared and amazed that she thought what we just got off of was in some form small.
" Y/N the last one was called 'The Intimidator' and it was pretty intimidating if I may say. This ain't no smaller," I point up towards the ride as I witness her smile getting bigger.
" This is worse! Way worse!"
" Ya ! Ya! That's all I hear! You are going because you can do it and you want to know the other reason?" She asks before stepping closer.
I feel my chest tighten at how shiny and clear her eyes look under the amusement parks lamp post, reminding me of the colors of autumn. I look down at her as I discretely hide my hand behind my back, the feeling of wanting to hold her face in my hands and push her closer to me with my hands through her afro becoming too strong.
" What reason is that Y/N ?" I ask slowly as I continue looking at her. I can't tell her, but I badly need her to know how much I enjoy her being in my space like this. Our faces are only moments apart, our focus only on each other, I only see her.
" Because I'm your best friend forever and you love me of course!" She exclaims before moving a few feet away as she turns in circles like a child, her laugh echos all the way to my heart as she screams out for me to follow her to the ride and to stop looking like a deer in front of headlights. I stand there watching her figure from a distance as a sad smile grows across my face.
" You're right Y/N, you are my best friend, and I love you, but not in the way you think but in the way that I shouldn't," I say lowly to the wind as I feel it whisp around me, the words I desperately want to tell her now lost within it but not within my heart. She turns around at her spot in the line just in time to spot me finally starting to walk back to her, that smile that only belongs to her appearing just for me, her best friend. I pull my coat closer to my body as I secretly feel the want of her warmness in place of it taking over me. I freeze as I feel her small arms wrap around my torso. I quickly catch myself and puts an arm around her shoulders. I look down to see her already looking up at me.
" Look at my buddy getting on a scary ride for my sake, such a keeper."
My heart breaks at the sentence. I quickly look forward at the back of the people in front of us waiting in line to hide the hurt in my eyes.
"Whatever," I mumble before chuckling. I die inside at the realization that her childhood friend is all she will ever see me as, and that's when I knew.
Reality has never been a friend of mines.
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A/N- This is short but I wanted to give you guys something sweet as I work on the other ones. Thank you for being here.
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