I don't know what we did to have her become part of our team. I'm not only fortunate to have her as a bandmate, but also as my fiancee, which not only the world but my brothers have no knowledge of. I pull my sunglasses slightly down as I continue watching her and Jin argue about who can eat noodles the fastest, which starts another argument between the rest of the boys about it. I begin to twirl the promise ring I brought with hers around my finger.
They don't know about us. They don't know how long ago we started dating or even when things started to change between me and her. I know we shouldn't lie to them, or to the world. But I'm scared it would affect Y/N in a negative way more so than me-
"Dang, you look quite lost in thought there."
I jump almost twenty feet in the air as I fall out of the lawn chair onto the ground before hearing my sunglasses cracking underneath me. I quickly look up to see Jungkook standing over me while eating a bag of hot Cheetos, red crumbs smeared across his mouth as he continues stuffing four or five in his mouth all at once. It takes everything in me not to curse.
"Wow, you alright?"
I start to remind myself to breathe in and out as I try my best to respond to him slowly without yelling. The fact that he has food around his mouth like a child is not making it any easier. I would laugh, but I'm too busy trying to calm my heart down, scared that he might have seen me playing with my ring.
" Well, Kook I actually was, until someone thought it best to hawk over me while eating hot chips."
I stand up before dusting off the grass covering me.
" I thought it was called watching, is hawking a new saying I have missed?" I stare at him as he tilts his head at me while smiling.
" Can I help you with something? I thought you were over there with the howling band arguing over food."
He lifts up the Cheeto bag into the air before shaking all of the crumbs at the bottom of it into his mouth. I shake my head at him as I watch pieces fall onto his shirt. He looks back at me before smirking.
" Jungkook no," he then rubs his hands across his shirt as it from white to half red.
"You're a mess, look at you," I say before laughing. " Why would you do that?"
"To make you laugh. It seems I have completed the mission that was disposed upon me by our wonderful Ms.Y/N."
I look at him confused.
"What are you talking about?"
He rolls the empty chip bag into a ball before putting it in his pocket and laying across the lawn chair he scared me out of a few minutes ago.
"You know she has this strange ability to know when something is wrong with you, and she saw you over here and told me to come to cheer you up."
I have never been able to hide from her so easily as I can from other people, of course, she would notice that I am over here most likely overthinking. My heart jumps at that as I try to make sure I don't react too much in front of him.
" But you know Hyung, it's strange, it's like you know when she's feeling that way too. Seems pretty suspicious to me." I snap my head up at him as I feel my throat tighten. Why is he so smart?
"What, what are you talking about?"
A loud laugh cuts through the air as I turn around to see her playing volleyball with Namjoon and Jimin, the ball somehow hits Namjoon in the nose and I watch him fall onto the ground. I start smiling as her laughs continue reaching my ears. She jumps up and down before shouting about her team winning.
" Wow, smiling pretty hard there."
I yelp loudly at the closeness of the voice. I turn around to see a now standing up Jungkook as he begins laughing. I quickly wipe away at my ear, scared he might have gotten crumbs on it from being so close to my ear.
"Why do you keep doing that?" I ask as I try to calm down for the one-thousandth time.
"One because it's fun, and two because you think we're stupid."
He begins to walk back to the house as I pull lightly at his arm until he's facing me again.
"Kook, you know I don't like that word, and I would never think that about any of you. Where are you getting at?" I freeze as he puts both hands on my shoulders before flashing that mischievous smile of his.
"You think we don't know?"
I try to control my breathing, hoping he's not talking about me and Y/N.
He slowly backs away before turning back around to go into the house.
He laughs before walking back up to the house and shutting the sliding door behind him.
I rub a hand down my face as I let out a much-needed groan. That boy will make my hair grey before it's time.A pair of warm arms wrap around my waist as I feel soft lips on the back of my neck. I let out a shaky breath before smiling.
" Y/N we're out in the open," I say before turning around to her, the words already feeling like poison in my mouth. Why should I care if we are? Why am I so scared?
Pieces of leaves stick out in her hair as I look down at her beaming smile. She always looks like the sun gave birth to her, radiant. She looks behind me before looking back and forth to the sides.
" I don't see anyone Min, or are you saying that because you hate my hugs now? "
I shake my head at her. When did they all go inside?
" You know that I don't, I just," I sigh before placing my head against hers.
" You know they love you right? The Boys?" She says while looking up at me. It hits me somewhere deep in my chest because I know where she is going with this, but I also know I need to hear it.
"I know." She grabs my face with both hands before her face turns serious.
"Then why are you so scared of what they will say? You are their brother, and they have included me into this family now already, their love for us will not let our relationship be the deal breaker."
All I can do is nod. In the back of my mind, I have always known this, I just didn't have the strength to believe it all the way through. Hearing it from her has given me a different point of view on it. My heart swells up as she smiles.
"Yeah we will probably get a beat down about us keeping it hidden for so long, but there's nothing a bunch of cases of Sojo and chicken can't fix." I laugh as I lightly start to rock her back and forth in my arms.
"You're right baby girl, you're right-"
"Dang, yall blocking the sun you know."
We scream as we both jump around to see Namjoon with hands in his pocket and a smirk resting on his face as the rest of the boys stand behind him with either their hands crossed across their chest or their hands on their hips. I rub my temple before closing my eyes. I was hoping we could have the sit down later, but I guess this will do. As I look around at the boys, I quickly regret being fearful of letting them know about me and y/n. There's nothing but home and love across their faces and most likely already-knowing smiles. I look beside me to see y/n laughing before turning her head back to me.
" There's no better time than now I guess," she says before shrugging her shoulders. I chuckle before placing an arm around her hip and pulling her into a kiss. A bunch of yells and excited encouragements fills my ears as I hold her face in my hands. I freeze as I hear munching noises behind me. I open my eyes to y/n giggling before pointing behind me. I turn around before shaking my head. Jungkook stands there with another bag of hot chips before throwing a handful in his mouth.
" We gotta talk about you and this standing behind people thing little brother."
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